FENGLING <3 HU HAN (:

2008-10-24T13:23:00.003+08:00

once upon a time,a girl fell so in love wif a boy.
she confessed t him but gt rejected.
aft 10 mths,the boy fell for her.
aft some time,dey finally gt tgt on 19 dec.
dey were so in love tt both made promises t each other.
the girl lived in happiness in tt period of time.
aft dey were tgt for 8 mths,things began t chng.
the boy was veh cold towards her.
he broke her heart once.
but,dey manage t talk things over.
however,it did nt last.
he broke her heart twice.
the last time she spoke t him face t face,was on their 9 mth anni.
the boy dun seem t rmb dis date.
dey did nt talk for 1 mth plus,due t their exams.
however,even aft his exams,he avoided her.
he felt tt she was over possessive.
t the extent tt he did nt have time t do his own things.
she tried t talk things over but he chose t seal himself up.
during the exams,it was tough for her.
she was heartbroken.yet she need t focus on her exams.
when she get back her results,it was veh disappointing.
she did badly.maybe,she will retain.
on 22 oct,the boy returned her mp3 t her.
and wanted his jacket back.
she knew wad was going t happen.
she want t meet the boy.but,he gave excuses t avoid her.
finally,on 24 oct,dey met up.
he came wif 2 other friends.
he did not give her a chance t hug him for the last time.
he broke her heart thrice.
he gt back his jacket.
dey jus broke up.4 days just before her birthday.
he wont even spend her birthday wif her.nt even in advance.
on tt very day,the girl died.
she committed suicide.she was jus too heartbroken.
she did nt hav the courage t live on.
for she lost her happiness.
the boy was her love.
but he just hurt her too badly.
so badly tt she wanted t end her life.

How Come

2008-10-13T17:02:00.005+08:00

[Chorus]
How come? we dun even talk no more?
we dun even talk no more?
we dun barely keep touch at all,
and i dun even feel the same love when we hug no more?

[Verse 1]
So How Come?
We're not dumb,
i was plannin my future step by step,
but she stood in my way,
i was like "Man, that's not fun"
Of coz, i loved her,
and she loved me,
but i killed H.A.Z,
Y? i dun wanna be eminent lyk Eminem,
he killed his wife in his rhyme and i killed none of'em.
see, i loved her so much i even fought with my mama,
i loved her so much, i stopped rhyming lyk a rappa,
i was loving her 24/7, now i'm so fierce like Jack The Ripper,
who won't go to 7-11? if you dun, thats a fable,
and she took me like a suspicious person "is your friend a girl?", hater,
so does she really understand me? knows about me?
i asked someone else, and that is me....

[Chorus]
How come? we dun even talk no more?
we dun even talk no more?
we dun barely keep touch at all,
and i dun even feel the same love when we hug no more?

[Verse 2]
turn back the hands of the time,
flip through the book of rhyme,
i had this line,
"girl You so fine"
you see, there is a problem lying between us,
the problem is we never had a problem b4, thus,
i wondered, is there really Love?
or, it just like another task,
so i positioned myself at a top spot,
i was tryin to make a great shot,
Click Clack, Bang, i made Mr. Clock die right on the spot,
i did it, i made him lie on the floor,
point is, i paused time, so that i could buy more,
but she made a spell, made a resurrection,
i was fucked up "Who gave her the Invitation?"
then she wasin mumbling'bout something disappear,
the next thing i heard was she said she'd disappeared into the thin air...
so does she really understand me? knows about me?
i asked someone else, and that is not only me....

[Chorus]
How come? we dun even talk no more?
we dun even talk no more?
we dun barely keep touch at all
,and i dun even feel the same love when we hug no more?

2008-09-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

in the bible it says:
when i was a child, i spoke as a child,
i understood as a child, i thought as a child,
but when i became a man, i put away those childish things,
i'm talkin'bout some transformations, "childish" wasn't what i really meant.
i'm on the edge of breakin down,
i'm confused too, ain't know how to react right now,
all the things happened at the same time,
jumpin around, bouncin around,
but they aren't rabbit,
neither they're Wiskey,
you can't jus fisnish'em on one count,
there's only one doubt,
i can't take it down,
no ways i've found,
vanish myself, how's that sound??
nah, i ain't gon' do sth lyk that,
its jus not me, i'm not my dad.
didn you know that your environment hav shape you, D?
things around you, people around you cause you do strange things.
i hav this strange feeling,
but i'll nvr know where it came from, why it came to me.
it stays as a myth,
its more than meets the eyes......
amen....

2008-09-18T15:00:00.003+08:00

im confused.

sometimes i think im crazy.
im crazy,oh so crazy.
inside it drives me crazy.
my insecurities could eat me alive.
but then i see my darling.
suddenly im not crazy.
it all make sense when i look into his eyes.
cos my darling knows tt her ling love him.
nth can take him from me.
dear,rmb wad i say.
i love you.muacks.

do you think about me now and then?
do you think about me now and then?

2008-09-16T08:10:00.000+08:00

i feel hurt yet loved.

2008-09-13T18:47:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!
i watched "Bangkok Dangerous" wif dear (:
damn nice lah~
i love cathay in causeway point!
cos dey gt good delivery services.
when you buy the movie tickets,you can also buy food.
den you can request dem t send in to you.
most importantly,i lost my fone in tt cinema many weeks ago.
yet i manage t retrive it.
aft 5-6 hours! good eh?
yup! den tdy we ordered wedges combo.
of cos,we requested for delivery.
den when we walk into the theatre,the person was alr waitin fer us dere.
cheers to the good services (:
i wonder if other outlets of cathay gt provide dis service.
or even other cinemas.
i was feelin kinda moody tdy.
cos dear went back early t study.
den he nv keep me accompany.
but im alright now! (:
cos he said sth t me tt cheered me up~
Ling, i love you (:
OMG! these 3 words nv fail t lift my mood up :D
DEAR, I LOVE YOU TOO! (:

2008-09-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

im finally updating my blog.haha.
dere is dis irritating BIG flying insect in my hse.
it keep flapping its wings.den gt the scary buzzing sound.
help!
on sunday is my ah gong's birthday (:
we are going to celebrate!
i can get to see my les and baobei!
&& Eldora.haha.
a pity tt dear cant come.
tml im goin out wif dear :D
to watch movie.haha.i want to watch "Mirrors".
but i scared.cos i always use the mirror mah.
BUT, i gt dear wif me (:
last week,i sent my fone fer repair.
cos touch screen nt working.
den i used nokia 2100.
veh retro eh?haha.
now i gt my fone back.
touch screen is repaired.no prob alr.

anw, im HAPPY!
cos he loves me (:

2008-08-31T12:31:00.002+08:00

it's been ages since i last update.
dis morning i woke up feeling half dead.
rashes on my arms and legs,
i look lyk a freak out babe.
having sore throat and feeling a lil headache,
over my stupid project work "date".
the "date" is actually some consultation,
wif tt mr perfection.
tuesday will be the execution,
and i am feeling all the tension.
we are suppose to meet ytd for some foto takin session.
but due to some reasons,
it had to be postpone.
dear is doing his work now.
i hate to say,but im too lazy t move around.
i gt nth more t say now,so i shall say good bye for now.

2008-08-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

The Batman begins,
Superman return,
Spiderman's changin,
tearin another shirt.
i went to save the world,
left this blog cold,
but i'm back now,
'update', thats what i was told.
ain't got nth to say,
today's a Friday,
tomorrow's Saturday,
now Daniel's Singin "you had a bad day~"
another sad day,
here's come a tidal wave,
too lazy lettin my voice vibrate,
Bumblebee's Fightin Barracade.
Jay-Z ain't really playin Jazz,
Eminem(M & M) sounds like he got 2 of him,
i need some beats and some bass,
Switch the brightness to "dim",
Ok, that'll be the story....

2008-08-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNI TO ME AND DEAR ((:
loves :D

2008-07-19T10:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND DEAR (:
I LOVE YOU :D

i was feeling kinda upset ytd.cos gina was in pain.
i was worried.but now,she's ok.
fuck the damn skool man.compulsary night study program.
i onli get t spend time wif him on tuesday.
and now my onli tuesday is gone forever.
i hate the skool man.

2008-07-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

Maths, Stem and leaf diagram,
but all i was thinkin'bout is pirates,
Mdm Quek's words were like bomb,
her voice's so sharp, it hurt me before she go "Kaboom"
i can't focus, not that i won't,
her words just came in and outta my ears, i can't control,
i hate this classroom, too huge, stupid echo,
maths lesson? no, what i was thinkin was bunsen burner,
and i leanrt that the colour that'll make you tired is yellow.
Bruce Wayne turned into a hero under the shadow,
but he would nvr have'nuff slp if he kept kickin those assholes,
'cause Bat only come out at night, Day? Hell no,
if you agree with me, jus go to the tagboard,
as you readin it, i'm talkin'bout sth, Random,
no topic, no agenda, untilted.
and, there's no such word as "deprove"
if you could find it in dictionary, that'll be impressive.
i was thinking that i did the right thing at the wrong place with the wrong crowd,
wrong system, "i did my best", that's neither arrogant nor proud,
but 50 Cent told me go'head switch my style up,
if they hate let'em hate, watch my money pile up,
if you screwed up, try to screw it down,
if you got a crowd, jus make'em go "Wow~"
the hall was divided into equal half,
some heard me, wave with me,
some jus didn, they turned deaf to me,
Faiz said "anyway you're famous homie"
but thats not what i wanted, that's jus not me,
the sound system's not me,
the crowd's not me,
and The Mic's Not With Me,
and i'm not with She,
that's not the P-I-C,
T-U-R-E.....

2008-07-03T20:33:00.004+08:00

This is a public service anouncement,
The rapper Hazy's career will be startin, right at this moment,

Show Me What You Got~

[Chorus]
Show me what you got, lil mama
Show me what you got, pretty lady
Show me what you got, shorty
Show me what you got, babe
Hands up and wave, and wave, and wave....

[Verse 1]
Bukit View, that means view from bird's eyes,
be careful when you lookin down from the sky,
'cause you might jus fall out at certain height,
but it doesn't matter, we've learnt to pick ourselves up anyway,
ok, show me what you got babe,
this ain't no Jay-Z, ain't no Fiddy,
ain't no Slim Shady, but the rapper Hazy,
yes, that's the name you can use to call me,
but couple of days ago my friend all told me,
like "Hazy, you the rapper who can never make it"
but now i made it, i'm standin on the stage shinin,
brighter than the Sun, know what i mean?
mattera fact, i did screw up once in my performance,
but don't mean i gon' work in office,
and this time i gon' impress my audience,
what you gon' do is to'member what my name is,
and, in your life you gotta know what you're chasin like my man Faiz,
and that's the history mamie listen and learn,
show me what you got, it can be your turn,

[Chorus]
Show me what you pop, lil daddy
i know you need to stop, stop hatin
Show me what you got, shorty
that is Hazy Baby
hit'em up and blaze, and blaze, and blaze....

Show me what you got, lil mama
Show me what you got, pretty lady
Show me what you got, shorty
Show me what you got, babe
Hands up and wave, and wave, and wave....

[Verse 2]
be a gebtleman,
give me the mic, and i'll show you what's a man,
take it how you wanna take it,
say it how you wanna say it,
everyone jus pop out the same question like i can't speak English,
am I speaking Spanish?
fine, jus forget about it,
the Old says " Don't Judge The Book By Its Cover"
but when you revealed the covered side,
that's what we call the true colour,
i came from the bottom,
but now i'm a Hover,
i'm so fly, it doesn't matter the weather,
take it no end, you can go further,
forget the struggle, jus hold it longer,
outsider, insider, it doesn't matter,
the only thing matter is you gotta know what you after,
clear the obstacles, resolve the problem,
if they hate, let'em hate,
you gon' be successful anway....

[Chorus]
Show me what you pop, lil daddy
i know you need to stop, stop hatin
Show me what you got, shorty
that is Hazy Baby
hit'em up and blaze, and blaze, and blaze....

Show me what you got, lil mama
Show me what you got, pretty lady
Show me what you got, shorty
Show me what you got, babe
Hands up and wave, and wave, and wave....

tommorow gon' be my first official performance....
gon' hav thousand of audience....
mattera fact, i only got one shot.....

07'04'2008

2008-07-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

Ling, i think u hav to chng your Lable.
if you're under the wrong Lable,
its jus lyk you're livin with the wrong neighbour.
so com'on, join my ' Happiness & No Violent'
and quit ur 'disappointment ; Dead Silence'
you won't make much money under it,
wrong neighbour? Here's my story.
they moved in, jus next to my room,
Lovely Faces? nah, They jus dun hav, and won't.
they were actin lyk some kinda bully,
thinkin'bout nobody can mess with'em, but not me,
occupyin the washin machine, and jus went to eat,
i was lyk"what the fuck!", i won't mention how many times i said 'shit'.
i gotta wash my uniforms, do my laundry,
or i'll be goin2 school on a No-Uniform-Day.
it was nine, passin half,
but i was still waitin, mad as fuck,
so i pull their clothes outta that machine, onto the table,
they are adult, i mean, they should be responsible,
the machine dun belong to'em, see how irresponsible,
man, i'm here, i ain't startin a fable.
they came up to me, lyk they gon' shit on me,
but i was tellin'em i dun giv a damn'bou it,
and today, they did the same thing,
after 2hours waitin, i put'em into a bucket,
they should thank me for not puttin'em on the floor,
occupyin a washing machine lyk Japanese occupation,
man~ i dunno what are they thinkin....
Ok, That'll be the story....

2008-06-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

gosh~
mid year exams.had my chem and china studies paper jus now.
damn.tink i can scrape thru bah.
nt enuf time for chem.din finish my paper T.T
china studies also nt much hope.
ytd gt no paper.stay at home and studied ~~soft~~ hard.
monday was bio.stomachache fer both paper.
is my phobia fer bio.since sec 3.
any bio related exams i will stomachache.haiz~
i reali champion lor.all paper i last min study de.
cant reali expect any good results.
i onli found out tt my bio mid year is on mon last sat.
2 days t chiong.if i nv pack my file,i'll flunk fer sure.
tml is chinese paper.straight 3 hours.
crazy eh?hah.no choice lar.
went t lot 1 jus now.ate at pizza hut wif gina.
hang ard and saw a nice wallet.
aft discount,$104.40.
OMG.damn ex but damn nice.
i want it.wanted t chng wallet since dunno when.
budden i gt feelings fer my current wallet.
will reconsider agn.pierre cardin.wait fer me eh? (:
i dunno wad t study fer chinese lar.
saw my chinese tcher at lot 1 and asked her.
she nv answer my qn.lol.
hmmm.see how lor.
'A' lvl oral start on dis fri.but my class de is on monday.
monday i gt NO PAPER.
so,i gt t come t skool jus fer oral -.-
why cant it jus be dis friday?
den i dunnid t come skool on monday le mah.^%$&!$@
hah.goin t slack abit now before i study.
i miss dear.nv get t see him tdy T.T
dear,you must jia you more since you took higher chinese.
I LOVE YOU (:

2008-06-18T13:14:00.003+08:00

:DDDDDDDDD
ytd,i went out wif dear (:
we went t town,cos he wanna buy a new bag.
his bag was spoilt since ages ago.
we cant reali find enuf time t shop.
BUT,ytd was jus a perfect day t hunt fer his bag.
so we went t town t look fer his bag.
he reached my hse at abt 11am.
haha.den we watch my favourite cartoon.
Danny Phamtom!
haha.dis cartoon is nice lar.
den aft tt i went t shower and we went t WM first.
ate sakae.was damn full lar.
den we went t a handphone shop near JEC.
sold his w880i.suppose t sell t tt guy fer $130.
den dear de speaker gt prob.den tt guy oso say the buzzer gt prob.
den deduct here and dere den become $70.
so lil lor.den aft tt we took MRT t city hall.
supposingly t alight at raffles place.
but i gt the stops mixed up.
den we chng trains.i told dear must alight at somerset.
but he tot i say alight at orchard.
so he told me will take 10 mins from city hall.
den we went inside the train and sat dwn.
den when we reached somerset,the system repeats"somerset station" twice.
den "door closing".den i suddenly jumped."dear! SOMERSET leh!"
we missed the station.always liddat de lor.
den we alight at orchard and took the train back t somerset.
lol.den we went t heeren.no suitable bag.
den went t cine t watch movie.
caught mathew(adabelle de stead) wif his frens.
dey oso watching movie(shaolin girl).LOL.
we watched missing.the show's nt bad lar.
onli tt the ghost in dere are scary.
especially tt ghos which tried t hug the girl.
OMG.i almost freak out lar.
den we walked ard in cine.went in t Nike.
found a nice && BIG bag which dear and i reali lyk.
bought it @ $55.90.haha.gt discount.original price was $69.90.
den went in t WOS.saw a cap tt dear and i agreed tt it was nice.
limited edition hor.
bought it @ $62.95.original price was $89.90.
den we went t eat dinner at KFC.saw some digusting ppl.
dunno how t dress properly.
whr gt ppl wear cap,den wear a big big t-shirt,
plus a 3-quarter jeans tt uncle wear t coffeeshop t cine de?
so ugly lar.puiiiiiiii!
den aft dinner,we went t WOS agn.t look at shoes.
haha.went in t WOS thrice.
took train back t clementi.waited fer 106 which took a long time t arrive.
while waitin,gt one stupid malay act beng buay beng de @#%^&#&* guy walked past us.
he purposely blew the smoke onto dear.
i diao him den he keep lookin back while walking.
stupid idiot.i tink he tdy die of lung cancer liao.
&^*%#&%* man.idiot.smoke big F$*% isit?
den aft 20 mins,106 finally arrived.
dear met his primary skool fren.
den,reached home,and i slept at 11pm.
okay,im goin t do my on9 work now.
cos holiday is endig soon~

2008-06-13T15:50:00.003+08:00

ytd was my class de bbq.
&& lots of things happened.
i fried beehoon.&& dere's lots of beehoon left.
cos onli a few appreciated my effort.
so the leftover beehoon ended up in the rubbish bin in east coast.
fine.i dun giv a damn abt it.
cos dear love my beehoon (:
i tool the last bus home frm clementi.
&& reached home at abt 12.20am.
on wed,i chng my fone t W960i.
dear chng his fone on mon.
haha.we gt couple fone :D
dear is in skool now.he gt band camp.
i miss him man!but i'll get t see him soon.
haha.im goin t do my hw nw.
im a good girl :D

2008-06-12T11:26:00.009+08:00

it's been ages since i came back from taiwan.
haha.had been too lazy t post lar.
many things hapened during the trip.
NOW,i reali HATE the XXXXXXXX!
unreasonable bunch of ppl.

janice and me.we zi lian alot.

changi airport.dis is T3.

on the plane.the view is so nice lor.

we reached the hotel in TW.dis is the wishing statue in the hotel.

janice and shared a room.*the room is small~*

music xchange.the classroom is lyk...

grp pic.spot me.i look wierd.

the skool.guang ren sec.

lunch time!BEFORE.

&& AFTER.haha.

the rock tt look lyk TW on map.cool eh?

on the mountains.sightseeing still.

taipei 101.it's so tall man.

i find dis building damn cool lar.

raohe night market.fod cheap.clothes damn ex.

the pubic phone booth up onthe mountains.

the statue is cute lar.

omg.look at dis.it's a working flower clock!

music exchange at hua gang arts skool.dere stage is so small and cramp.

lunch time.the food is ok lar.

see no evil~

speak no evil~

hear no evil~

me (:

&& still me! :D

okay.i lazy t post more pic le.gt 200 plus pic neh.
&& fer the TW trip,i brought NT9000.

dere's not a cent left :b

2008-06-03T11:29:00.005+08:00

Finally~ Ling's Back,
everything's back, that's a mattera fact.
and she bought alota gifts for me,
I jus wan2 say,
I Love Her To Death,
She's Always The Best,
Forever She's Mine,
No Doubts For That.
was plannin when she's back we gon' watch movie,
instead, we went to swimming,
'cause there ain't no movie lately,
after the swim, our fingers became so puffy,
then we went to hav some food from Old Chang Kee(not sure with the spelling...),
while she took out her camera, & start to recall all the mermories,
Great mermories from the beautiful landscapes, but not those from her T.
anyway, i ended the diary 'cause she's back here, safely,
now, she's sleeping, soundly,
Ok, That'll Be The Story....

2008-06-01T10:10:00.002+08:00

Day 5,
she's coming back, today, midnight,
but still got half a day count down, fine,
i'm patiently waitin,
prayin nth will be happenin.
I Love You, Feng Ling...
Ok, That'll be the story...

2008-05-31T15:01:00.002+08:00

Day 4, about to rain,
drinkin pepsi, havin potato chips.
spent a hour reminiscing the last 6 months,
readin all the posts of this blog of the last 6 months,
its so true,
that alota we had come through,
and there's alot that comin too.
i've learnt alot of Ling's past too, coincidentally,
not only the last 6 months but 2007, lately.
i still can't decide, chng my name to Chigga from Hazy,
Chigga's from my cousin, but Hazy's from Ling.
i won't explain the meanin of Chigga here due to some reasons,
if u wanna know, u can approach me or Ling,
Ling replied my msg ytd, around 10.30,
i'm fetchin her tmr, but i dunno when shall leave?
ok, that'll be the story....

2008-05-30T19:47:00.002+08:00

Day 3, Rained in the evening.
jus msged Ling,
told her everything's fine n i miss her so much.
had my Chinese oral exam 2day,
y i always was caught during these period of days?
i rest my legs on the table 'cause i was too relax,
then i was caught by my teahcer, lyk i got a hex.
then went to band pratice,
and had a lil twist, there,
was playin Pirates Of The Carribean there,
the new commity introduced themselves there,
and we knew there'll be Band Camp, there.
and she's now there,
while i'm still here,
how i wish i could hug my "Teddy Bear",
and play with her hair...
that'll be the story, till here....

2008-05-29T20:26:00.004+08:00

Day 2, a bita rainin,
though it only rained for'bout 10 mins.
well, i write alota poems today,
though its group work, but they all ran away.
remember we went to the cemetery?
that'll be theme of the poems, all about the War & History.
at 0145Hr, we had our oral examination,
well, i was caught talkin while waitin for my turn -_-
my lil frens n i served a lil punishment.
the result's released, & we got in,
problem is, Faiz has a lil concern on it. i told him,
"everything's gon' be fine 'long as you do it."
n i tot what i said might take away his worries.
i was ocuppying myself with a Rubik's Cube recently,
in fact, i started jus ytd, & i dunno how many times i've solved it.
the number of times may be hittin the Guinness World Record i think,
or the World's Amazing Record maybe.
well, i'm not sure if there's such a record,
but i'm very sure that i miss Ling very much, that's all.
Ok, That'll be the story...

**********************

this is a Haiku poem for the place we visited:

Place of Memories,
we witnessed death of Soldiers,
Stand up and salute.

and this will be the Recipe Poem:

First, slice the human beings into pieces,
next, whip them with cruelties,
then, add a few drops of inhumanity,
finally, we churn them with anger to get the Japanese*.

(Japanese is referrin to those who were in the Kranji War...)

and there's another one, which was 16 lines rhyme poem, but i didn note it down....

2008-05-28T20:25:00.002+08:00

Ling's away to Taiwan,
if today's counted, it should be Day 1,
Now she's gone, so how am i gon' spend these 5 days & Nights,
without her, its hard to survive, time's passin so slow,lyk it died.
my class went to soldier's cemetery today,
it's to remember'em, in a special way,
that reminds me a meaningful sentence,
"A Coward Dies A Thousnad Death,
A Soldier Dies, But Once."
all the soldiers lyin there didn die twice,
they only got one life,
and they are sacrificed,
Salute,
i did that, think u should, too.
then i went for my audition,
Faiz didn go 'cause he got a important briefing,
if he went, the result is guranteed,
but he didn, so it was lyk "What Do You Think?"
now my heart's pacing, but i'm still breathin, normal,
i think i hav2 cool myslef down, to be the next Sherlock Holmes.
result'll be released tmr mornin,
now, i think i gon' be sleepin,
and its the best way to get time whiling,
without havin my mind loitering,
ok, that'll be the story...

2008-05-23T19:05:00.002+08:00

i was tryin to post sth, but i got nth,
this time, i'm back with some feelings.
among 41 students, i got 17,
last year i was 37, shit...
the best improvement was Lit,
it was from 48 to seventy three.
but, i still dunno what the adults want from me,
i told'em i gon' do rap, n i'll keep on rhymin,
while my mum was askin me " U wanna go University?"
but how can it be? when i hav2 check the dicctionary as i'm postin.
today my form teacher met my mummy,
i ain't failin any subjects,its jus i didn get in top10, honey,
and i thought what they were discussin was funny,
jus lyk u saw a hen without a head,but its still runnin,
they thought i became a councillor was jus attention seekin,
all i wanted was fame, that's what they were talkin,
yes, i want fame, but not through this way,
i gotta impress my audience with my lyrics lyk the Earthquake,
its tired bein a councillor, so what for?
if i ain't, i could spend more time with Ling, thats for sure,
but i sacrificed that amounta time, n i spent it in school,
i made this choice, n Ling supports me too,
she's always with me, alot that we went through.
mattera fact, that showed how much they knew'bout me,
even my friend's mum, who dunno me,
was sayin "He looks lyk Some Rap Star", know what i mean?
i do rap is not 'cause of fame or money,
i do it, is because this is the only way i can express my feeling.
Drummin? but i can't even create my own "fill in",
but everytime Faiz roll on it, i do feel him,
Feel the Beat, Feel the Bass, Feel the HH(Hi-Hat).
somehow, i've been tellin more people that i gon' do music recently,
n they heard my ambition, they all respect me, sayin "I Want To See You Do Sumthin' "
now, i'm mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted,
So, That'll be the story....

2008-05-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hey~ Lil Boys and Girls,
today i'ma take u for a lil tour.
right here in Singapore,
but first, you gotta get outta this airport.
here we are, The Well Known Bookshop, Popular,
here sells all kinds of book, includin some mathamatics formula,
and this bookshop has many copies of itself, all over.
but zoom in to this auntie, she was waitin for a free membership,
when you've met her, you'll be lyk 'Zzz..." Countin those sheep.
she was tryin to borrow a popular card from a stranger,
but she sounds lyk the stranger's familiar to her,
and that stranger is my Ling, poor girl,
that auntie got the card but she Didn't say a 'thank' you after all,
that only showed she has grown up, but without manner,
and that left those who had helped her fed up.
ok, let's get on to the buses,
we're goin to many other places.
here'll be the MRT Station,
this is one of the main transports of the nation(Pointin to the Train...).
"May I know how do I get to here?" (a stranger pointin to the map...)
"Take this Train, and jus alight here."
and he jus walked away,
and that made Gina cursed at the backa him, when he gettin away.
Wonderin where are the Magic Words? tell her, Where are They?
if wasn't for those words, people might not help you,
when they heard more of'em. they would help more of you.
Well, We gon' visit a School now,so let's get on this train,
just forget about the bus, forget about the plane.
Here we are, Pioneer Junior Collage,
See Them? a group of students' walkin towards us.
they chattin'bout "team work",
tryin to apply it to their course work.
3 outta 5 ain't co-operate,
made the rest can't really work,
people eat rice, they eat plate,
they can't make it but only foul-play.
The Tour Ends At Here, pack up and go back yourself,
Oh ya~ my hometown's havin earthquake, just dun go back there yourself.
That'll be the story, Farewell.....

2008-05-11T13:24:00.004+08:00

Guess Who's Back?
Back Again?
Hazy's Back,
Tell a Friend.(Extracted and edited from 'Without Me', Eminem)
just finish watchin 8 Mile, a movie,
Eminem was doin well, with those freestylin.
now i'm here with ling doin her project at Mac,
repeatin the only music that i brought, mattera fact,
it's been a long time since the last one(Blog),
after the exam, i'm wonderin " Am I The Last One?"
but before gettin back my papers, i jus wanna hav some fun,
2day's the last day, tmr i'll be lookin crazy lyk dumb.
Damn..ytd i had a lousy freestyle in fronta a stranger,
man...how am i gon' be on the stage face those thousnads of people?
he was expecting sth good from me 'cause he could recognise me as a rapper,
but i failed to deliver sth good for him, not even better than Red Hot Chilli Pepper.
add some pepper to the beef, it ain't gettin any better,
dun like ur beef? just throw ur middle finger.
teammate ain't contributing? there's ain't no team work,
even the resta the teammates tryin to shoulder the job,
she's still with the same attitude,
late, doin nth, so teammates, ask yourself, What For?
when u eatin noodles, you know you have to use a fork,
when the atmosphere's cool, you know you should drop a couple of jokes,
but she came, she's just actin dope,
or maybe she is a one, she ain't got a brain,
when you know you're late, you should go take a plane,
when askin you to think, you just sittin there, drink,
but when askin who's the dope one? she shouted she's the who's stink.
she's late, but she still wanna leave early,
tellin lies lyk "i got a fren to meet".
don't know what she is thinkin,
i don't know what to say no more,
So, That'll be the Story...

2008-05-06T20:38:00.002+08:00

gosh.me and dear are sick T.T
we kept coughing non stop.*dying soon~*
he's sleeping beside me now.haha.he looks cute man.
awwwww.I LOVE HIM MAN!
dis few days he gt exams.
den aft exams,he will come fetch me.
haha.i feel so xin fu (:
den over the weekends,he's comin t stay here.haha :D
last week,he oso came.haha.we watched midnight movie!
den stroll back home.haha.den i gt a soft toy from the arcade.
yay! (:
ytd was dear de birthday.haha.i watched ironman wif him.
he watched it wif yi tao in the morning.
but he watched it agn wif me at night.
so sweet of him man~ ((:
he's damn popular in skool lar.
so many ppl knew his birthday.
den keep texting him.haha.tt's my dear mah :D
famous and cool.
okay.i wan t do my work alr.
byeeeeeeee.

2008-04-29T11:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO ppl (:
haha.surprise eh?
now is suppose t be one and a half hour of chinese lesson.
but,im right here blogging.
haha.i nv pon lesson.is jus tt ~~zhang zhi~~ zhi zhang nv come.
YAY! haha dear is having his exam.shud ne finishing soon.
haha.ltr i meeting him ((:
den tt chio bu tdy nv come.
aiyooos.i nv miss her.haha :b
tt jasmine so bad sia.say i wan my ring in rat de case.
her ring is in crockroach de case lor.
i dun wan a ring now.haha.dear noe when t giv it t me de :D
ytd i did my tests.cfm plus CHOP FAIL alr.
but,i alr did my best (: dear so nice lor.
i told him tt im goin t disappoint him.
he wasnt upset.
instead,he cheered me up :DD
i love you man!

2008-04-23T22:18:00.005+08:00

Man~ this is serious, i've found the Best Freestyler,
in another word, the best rapper,ever,
right here in Singapore,
her name's Jasmine, and, surprisingly, she ain't from New York.
she replied whatever i said,
and she added in sth new, which i didn even say.
Hey~girl, you did chng that line, 'Mother ROCK the World',
but that doesn't chng the way i'm feeling it, this is jus a Cold World,
Ling, sorry to say that, but i feel lyk i came from the ghetto,
its not that i am poor or something,
its that when i got home, i dun get the same old feelin,
its lyk my body's stayin home,
but my soul's goin further from home,
and i hav no father at home.
That's y i was a king as a lil child, i got whatever i wanted,
now those luxury dun mean a thing to me, i had too much of'em, thats all.
and i was a gangsta, but i didn feel good when my fists' hittin on other ppl,
and i was warned by the police, but i dun know if that was on the record.
i've 'committed' several crimes, i've been rebellious,
but i've turned over a new leaf, n i'm tryin to be some new 'leaves'.
nobody knows her better than i do,
she never admit her mistakes, she'll nvr say "it's my fault."
and u questioned, "once you apologised,
and her anger appleased,isn't it great to hav peace?"
but stayin with her, there ain't gon' hav peace,
whatever you did, she'll be pissed.
i rmb she asked me to get sth, but i couldn find it,
she was lyk "You Hav To FIND IT!"
and the funny part is, she didn tell you where is it.
you're askin me to find 'Peace',
i just turned off my phone, and I Found It,
now i'm havin it, i dun wanna let go of it.
I Realy Do Appreciate Whatever You Wrote Up There,
And I Know That's All Meant GOOD For Me,
but i won't giv in to her, unless she does it to me,
however, i sensed that you do feel me,
and i do agree with the endin of your post n i gon' paste it.....

if she know that you stay over at ling house
and has a girlfriend
infact she might not like ling
because old people tend to have a feeling that is
his my son
who are you to snatch him from me ?
and this is really bad when it comes to this stage
i'm sure you will not want things to happen this way right ?
ps : think over it (:

Mattera fact, this beef between us ain't over,

i ain't gon' eat it, i ain't gon' give in to her,

however,

God bless her.....

2008-04-20T19:07:00.005+08:00

Here's a taste of my life,its bitter ain't sweat,
it wouldn't have sounded so good if its without those drums n the beats,
my best seniors, n of coz, can't forget my dearest Ling.
have you ever had a hard time to say a sorry?
but if u were wrong, would it still be so hard to say it?
is your pride more important than a sorry?
or is our relationship can't even worth a sorry? try to feel me...
i was at ling's house, fixing her laptop,
i didn answer my mum's call, 'cause i turned it to silent mode,
when i answered it, she started to sream at me, honestly i was shocked.
i told her, "cool down man, i didn feel it vibrate.
i'll be home, its just that my friend wanna thank me,
by askin me to stay for a dinner or sth."
at first she's cool with it,
but when i told her i'll be home at eight thirty,
she started to yell at me,
"why don't you just stay out there tonight!
you don't wish to come back no mo? Fine!"
then she hanged up the phone,
i was left speechless when i was sittin on the floor.
but think'bout it, why is she angry? i don't know,
the only thing on my mind is, i wont go home.
so i stayed out at Ling's house with my phone turned off,
we were chatting the whole night, on whatever we could think of.
anyway, its not the first time we've been chattin overnight,
but this time my mum came back here, that's the 1st time.
when i finally reached home the second night,
she was sittin on the chair cryin , haiz...
we're human being, we make mistakes,
for makin it right, we do whatever it takes.
this time round i ain't doin nth wrong,
so why would i hav2 apologise for being wrong?
and she was the one who asked me not to go home,
i was listenin to her, just that i turned off my phone.
my home? i dun feel its my home,
because i just dun feel the same old 'warmth'.
she made a mistake, she wouldn't hav2 say a sorry,
she jus hav2 blame it on "you tell me how bad is your study?"
but if i made a mistake, its lyk i've to say it a thousand times till her satifactory.
Fuck it...i ain't givin in to her this time, 'cause i ain't guilty,
and i won't be the first one who started talkin.
she was wrong, but everybody's pointin their fingers at me.
i dun give a fuck to it,'Cause Only God Can Judge Me.
and i really wanna know,
is your pride more important than a sorry?
or you tryin to say,
our relationship can't even worth a sorry? You feelin me?

2008-04-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

Final Goodbye?
Sathish, remember? we jus said a 'hi'.
yes, you're officially stepped down,
but that won't kill you, will you die?
reminiscing the past,
you and Faiz were the first who known me as a 'Rap Star',
well, this star's still dime, but i won't giv you the chance to say 'Hey! He's Suck!'
the time has past so fast,
when i first Freestyle in fronta you,i was sec 1,
but now? i'm just digging out the Past.
Far? no, the future's right in your hand,hold it tight,
adjust you brightness, don't ever try your Darkest light,
whatever problems' in fronta you, just go fight,
can't fight'em? maybe you can bite,
N-level? you got no problem,everything'll be alright.
and you won't forget me, The Best Junior, right?
with your support, Definitely i will go Shine,
giv your sweetest comment,Com'on~ don't be shy....

**********************************
Mission Impossible?
we've done playing it, what's so difficult?
and for you, nothing's impossible,
just like the principal said, "it spelt as ' I'm Possible' "
remember the Scale Test?
i only studied it for an hour and half, that's 90 minutes,
and i dun think i fully spent that amount of time, i guranteed,
but with your help, in a few minutes,
i got 83 outta 100, that's impressive, isn't it?
The Motherfucking Drum Genius,
The 8th Wonder Of The World, Faiz.
Chase what you want, when you're still in your youth,
Show'em What You Got on the day before you leave,
give me a "MF", you should know i mean, if you don't,that won't be nice,
and you're taking O-level, don't let me see you on the street, throwin some dice.
Drums & Beats till we die, 'cause we're Percussionists,
Remember? We're Speaking The Same Language, That's Music....

2008-04-14T21:10:00.007+08:00

tdy i went t see my baby cousin.
she so cute man! i adore her man!
den when i tok 945 t jasmine's hse,
gt 1 stupid uncle keep lookin at me.
so bastard lor.i was tokin t jasmine den he kept starin.
so i stared at him.den diao him.fuck man!
craps.den when i left my cousin hse,i went t take 945.
den the bus broke dwn.
hah.i always see bus broke dwn.
den tdy 1st time happen t me.suay lor.
hah.tml no need t go skool.cos e-learning day.
craps.dunnid go skool but hav lessons on9.
dun sound fun t me.i rather dun go skool n dun hav lessons.
i wan t slack at home lar.
alrights.bye.
i wun blog abt tt sth.cos it'll cause great unhappiness in us.

2008-04-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

HELLO ppl (:
it's a long time since i've update.
veh tired few days ago.
cos of my PE lesson.
so sucky lor.
gt MUSCLE ACHE everywhr.
WTF lor.den i cant do anything.
im transfering my mindmap a few moments ago.
den decided to blog n transfer at hte same time.
hah.craps.
my bro de fren is at my hse.
so lame lor.come and watch anime.
cos he gt nth to do -.-
my bro ask him t install DOTA.
craps.he asked me t send him songs.
den he so CRAZY lor.
keep sayin "气死了".
den he oso nv die lor.
he siad he jus gt a new fone.
den onli used it fer 3 days.
cos he so clever.
craps lor.gosh.
asked me if i gt listen t techno.
CRAZY lor.
i dun listen t techno lor.
he's REALI CRAZY lar.so noisy lor.
send him songs den still say so much.
ahhh~FINALLY he left.
he gt a loose screw up dere lor.
serious.
YAY!i transfer finish my mindmap le.
woots :DD
oh ya.i chng pencil case.
to my tt old big pencil case.
cos i need t wash my current pencil case.
dere's ink everywhr.
stain my pens and eraser.
so sickening T.T
den i put soooooooo many pens inside.
haha.dun care if it's ~~light~~ heavy.
jus bring.cos..
I LOVE TO SCRIBBLE :)
but,
DEAR,I LOVE YOU MORE :DD

2008-04-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO :D
haha.i aint goin t do my tutorials.
cos,im too lazy to do.
hmm.gt so ~~lil~~ many lor.
-maths tutorial.
-bio tutorial.
-china studies.
-chem tutorial?
hah.im nt sure lar -.-
recently,dear keep comin t my hse.
haha.i love him man!
cos he jus wan t spend time wif me.
im so ATTACHED to him now :D
gosh.im always the one who's been sacrificed.
so sad lar.tt bloody shit is so sickening lor.
nv seen anyone lyk him before.
since JAE,i've met so many kinda ppl.
1.她,搬弄是非.
2.她,贪小便宜.
3.他,贪小便宜,惹人讨厌.
OMG lar.y such ppl exist?
i dunno wad t blog alr.
so shall end here alr.
BYE ppl.miss me lots((:

2008-04-07T19:52:00.007+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
tdy lots of things happened in skool.
in the mornin,i msg dear.
could sense tt he was damn upset.
cos lots of things happened few days ago.
i shall nt elaborate.
den i was punished during bio tutorial.
cos i nv do my work.
den in chinese lesson was lyk shit lar.
GP oso veh sucky.
aft skool has ended,i went t west mall and took pic.
craps.i look ugly.
wif my panda eyes and ~~neat~~ MESSY hair T.T
den dear came and meet me((:
he gt rehearsal wif sathish and faiz.
den aft rhearsal he came and meet me.
den we had lunch tgt.
at ard 4 plus.ya.den aft lunch he sent me home.
den on the way we met last time de EXCO member.
eric.den he asked dear y he nv go fer the councillor meeting.
cos he saw ppl comin out frm the meetin.
den dear was SHOCKED lar.
i swear.dear din noe abt the meetin.
but i know.
ppl wun believe him.
dey'll will think tt he purposely pon the meetin.
den come and meet me.
it's not lar.dun anyhow ASSUME k?
okay.now im chattin on msn wif dear.
im calling him in msn.haha :D
oh ya.jus nw he did his home econ at my hse.
haha.i helped him t print (:
den while i was printin stanley was chattin wif dear on msn.
den my sis go chat wif him when dear come t check the stuff.
so diaoz lar.gosh.
i suddenly rmb sth.i left sth in skool.
i wan to bring home de lor.
oh well.nvm.
BYE ppl.miss me ((:
我不明白.真的不明白.
大人为什么都那么无聊,
那么不讲理?自以为是.
你们管得越多,我门就会更叛逆.
知道吗?

2008-04-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO ppl ((:
im back!! long time nv update le.
my laptop fixed le :DD
dear fixed my laptop le.haha.
ya.den nw my two ~~beloved~~ irritating cousins are here.
disturbin me.lol.
den i tink dey nt goin home.
dear shud be stayin here too.
cos his mummy asked him dun go home.
she dunno fer wad blew her top.
so ya.den nw belle listenin t songs.
den jasmine go and ransack his bag.
so diaoz lor.oh ya.
jus nw we called faiz.
on msn.haha.den he shock lor.
cos we lyk prank him.
haha.my cousins so bad lor.
disturb my dear -.-
den now ransack his wallet.
so diaoz lor.okay lar.
i dunno wad t blog alr.
BYEEEEEEEE ((:

2008-03-24T20:29:00.004+08:00

Well, ain't got no time to post,
but now, i'm the emcee here to host.
reminisce last Saturday,
that was really a tiring day.
Ling could've not runnin'round the whole Singapore with me, but she insist,
and she told me, "it's ok dear, let's do it together..." with a Smily Face.
we went to more than 8 Popular Bookstores which is separated in different places,
well, there isn't any stores that is close to each other within inches.
ok, back to the story,
where was i? alright, 'inches'.
we went to get some posters, for the up coming investiture,
but we only managed to get 4 of'em, so i msg the teacher,
she replied many thing, its more than pages,
then we went to hav our dinner, when i realised i was still sick like, cough.
on the way we goin to those stores, we've done many good deeds,
on the train we saw a salesman with a big hole on his pants,
where was the hole at? i dun hav2 tell you, oh~ps~~
Ling ask me to tell him in case he embarrassed himself in the public, so i did,
but i didn expect him to Repeat after me, "There's a hole on my pants?" loudly.
that wasn't my intention, its like i was dissing,
but he did say a "thank you" after i told him,
i gotta thank Ling, for helpin me confess my sin,
if it wasn't for her, i wouln't have help him.
story 2, take 1,
err...we can only do it once,
so, the 'take 1' is just rubbish.
i remembered there was an old lady at the MRT station,
she was asking'bout location, or some call it the 'direction'.
Ling answered her when she saw her was with a shopping bag which was full of...Stuffs?
and there was no one to help her, that was harsh.
But Ling wasn't one of'em, she carried those stuffs for her,
and of coz, i won't jus stand there doing nth, i was the support of her.
she didn forget to thank us,
but almost forgot to get back her stuffs.
once again, my sin was confessed,
all the credits goes to Ling, she's the Best.
For all those who don't like Ling very much,
i think you gotta change the way you're thinking before End of March.
she is a good girl, you just don't understand her,
i ain't at either side of you, i'm in the middle,
revealing the kindest girl ever,
when i'm coughin non-stop right here.
that'll be the story....

2008-03-17T19:20:00.006+08:00

This is the 1st time i ain't rhymin here...Ok, tell you what i had heard from me teacher...
My teacher told us that there was a girl, from our school, wanna drop outta school...Then the school call up dunno-who to sign a cert. which agreed to let her drop outta school. but before that guy sign it, he told her mother,
"If I Signed This, I've Signed Her Death Cert. As Well...."
that made her mum Think Twice, n of course, that girl's back to school again....
that line from that guy was freakin Cool~~

*******************

Ermmm....i wrote this Poem for one of my Chinese Holiday Assignment...that assignment required us to write a Chinese poem, well, i call it rhyme, 'cause it doesn't look like a poem anyway.... (sorry, there's no translation for the poem 'cause the English version will be kinda weird...)

握住你的手，不想放开，
爱河太宽，我游不回岸，
你太可爱，会情不自禁的发呆。
枫定情，樱花还会再开，
零度不再冷，夏天不再需要冰块，
无法自拔，梦里也会笑起来。
乏味的生活，过不来，把我放开，
自己一个人，流浪去找爱。
把握机会，不会把你放开，
亿万人中，我找到你，爱。
深情地看着你，向你表白，
意料之外，我们之间再没阻碍。
士比亚的诗，我学不来，
在等什么？我们去看海。

If you take the first word of each line, they'll form three phrases(except the last line 'cause its the ending...)...
"我爱你凤玲;无法自拔;一生一世"
[Translation:I Love You Feng Ling; Lost Control Of Myself; Forever Together]

2008-03-13T21:00:00.005+08:00

I always lied to my lil Joshua that i'm a Rock Star,
thats when the retribution came in,tmr i gon' be so Dead lyk i got SARS.
i was stayin home watchin freestyle battle,
other than that, i ain't doin nth,
while ling was with her lil sister,
walking, buyin sth.
well, she wasn that 'lil'. when i was supposed to study my scales,
i did, for a few minutes, then i pop out a Qn when i'm lookin at the scales.
"Is there a C flat?"
then my brain's started to expand, my head's growin fat.
i just can't read scores, recognise those notes,
but if u ask me'bout rhythms, maybe i know'em,
and let me tell u , the 'C flat' is real low,
u can't even find it on the keyboard,
find it for me then, if you dun think so.
just two majors & minors, let me get'em,
these are struggles, i gotta hold on to'em,
in case i got blown away because of them,
For What The Mallet Is Grouped Under Percussion?
can i speak to Biggie? well, he's a dead man.
they said Dead man can't talk or walk, but i did see one without the rib.
and how do Hip Hop hop when it losed its hip??
i guess i need a rest, 'cause those lines came out Funny,
jus like Mike Jackson dressin lyk a bear eatin honey.
Ok, That'll Be The Story....

2008-03-12T20:13:00.004+08:00

HELLLLL NO~~~~,
Not hello,
today's a bad day for me, not because the weather is cold,
its because i dun get time to study4 my 'Scale Test' on friday, help me My Lord,
now ling's doin her homework, that's why i'm here to post.
today my senior came to me, n told me,
''you don't pass ur test, i ain't gon' perform with you, and you dun talk to me.''
''and i mean it, i ain't jokin.''
i was lyk ''Com'on, Are you kiddin me??''
but he told me'' i'm a serious person,and i only got Two Kidneys...''
that didn make me wanna laugh,but only thought to kidnap myself and just skip it.
I came all the way from Far East, or maybe North i think,
i ain't goin Down Fast, 'cause i can rhyme or something.
the test is on friday, how am i gonna pass it when i dun even hav'nuff time to study4 it?
thousands of notes waitin for me to memorize'em, but i dun get a good memory.
anyway i agreed with him, so what else i can do other than passin my test? just show him...
To Be Continued...

2008-03-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

It's a bird~ it's a plane~ no, it's Hazy~
His Return just like Superman returnin,
once again, he saved this blog from dying.
ain't know what to talk'bout here.
Me & Ling, We both got band practice tomorrow, ending quite late,
anyway, i've become a senior, teaching my juniors. all my effort's been paid.
And ytd, i went for the interview of the EXCO,
the result will be released tomorrow,
not so sure if i can be one of the memebers.
It's like i'm answering the call,
'cause i saw what Ruiqi wrote on the tagboard,
and yes, she is sleepin, she's exhausted,
and i gon' sleep too, i'm too exhausted,
So ya, that's The Story...

2008-02-29T18:52:00.003+08:00

well,i soooooooooo DAMN long nv blog.
jus nw had X-country.
i reached home,and slept.
den my bro suddenly wake me up.
and asked if i wan t blog.
i was lyk "okay."
lol.i haven gt a chance t blog actually.
last week was d orientation.
&& i onli lost my voice 2 days ago.
super lame.the sore throat was "lagging".
hmm.whr shall i start?
okay.i shall blog abt XXX.
well,i tink ttthe whole class din reali lyk her.
especially ME!
we tried means of ways t shake her off.
but somehow she sticks t us.
&& i reali dun lyk it.
den FINALLY,she sticks t someone else.
she sticks t my OGL.lol.
i dun pity my OGL lar.
cos alot ppl dun lyk her oso.includin ME!
MARKED me as mean.
i dun care & dun giv a damn.
i was alr condemned as immature & childish.
so sick & tired of her crap.
btw,i slept fer 12 hours ytd.
im a sleeping ~~beauty~~ ugly.lol
jus fell asleep.cos i was so tired.dunno y oso.
peejay is FUN!
wif all my good buds.i LOVE them ((:
but,i feel sooooooooo ~~pro~~ LOUSY in the band.
everyone is lyk so pro fer my section.
i shall stop findin excuses fer myself.
it's nt tt i lost touch.im jus lousy T.T
but i will practise.so tt i wun disappoint my seniors.
&& dear :D
dear blog ytd.t prevent my blog from dying.
haha.simply LOVE him lyk mad.
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
im sleepy.and hungry.
i wan t slp.and wan t eat.
if i sleep,i may nt wake up t eat.
if i eat,i will be too full t slp.
so,i shall jus go slp nw,and dream abt me eating.
i noe im so crap.
alright.BYE ppl.
miss me ((: reali must miss me k?

2008-02-28T19:39:00.003+08:00

Well, this is crazy,
once again, I saved this blog from dyin.
it has been a long time since ling posted sth,
n of coz, plenty groupa things had happened, recently.
ain't wanna talk'bout it coz that was All rubbish,
except The 2nd Month of Our Anniversary,
we went to watch the movie, L, Change The World,
on the 2nd day, we went for the 'Dunk' at the "basketball court".
that was a great memory,
another wonderful moment for me.
oh ya~ I gotta apologise to Jasmine,
if U felt that I was dissin,
I wasn, I was jus a lil excited actually.
Well...now ling's sleeping,
n i ain't got nth to say here,
So, that's the story....

2008-02-19T11:04:00.004+08:00

HELLO ppl(:
i sooooooo long nv update seriously.
tdy i dunnid go skool.
cos is the release of JAE results.
i can hog the com fer as long as i wan.
til my bro come back.lol.
yea.i shall post some pics tt were taken during CNY.
haha.we cam-whore :DD

`taken in my room.yea!

`look at me plsss~

`SHADES!!

`v!! my jie jie :DD

`SMILE :D

`=x

`the BEST cousins! ((:

`REFLECTIONS!

okay.actually still gt somemore de.budden i lazy t upload.
TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY! (:
HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY t dear & me :DD
i love you (: muacks~
i made a sth special fer him.gt take pic but i wun upload.
cos i wan t surprise him.heehee.
but it's nt sth veh creative lar.
jus special :D
alrights.i bought my uniform last week.
it's so lame lar.
bought my skirts from yangtzekiang,which is at teck whye.
den my blouses from bibi & baba,which is at orchard.
actually wanted t buy everything ay teck whye de.
budden the blouses sold at teck whye dun hav strings attached.
den the material oso nt veh good.
den the person ask me t specially order the blouses,with strings attached.
so lame lar.why waste $$$ on special orders?
so i went t bibi & baba t get my blouses.
den i asked the person whr is the sample uniform fer PJC.
den she told me t try on the samples near the entrance.
den i tried size 16.fits perfectly.
so i bought 2 size 16 blouses.
den i try the blouses tt i bought.
OMG lar.it's OVERSIZE lor.
2 size bigger i guess.
so BIG. && so LONG =.=
cant xchange le.cos alr wash the uniform.
so nvm lor.no choice.
den i sent my skirts fer alteration.
can onli get it back by tml.
aiyoooooos.i tink i look weird in the uniform lar.
oversize blouse wif the skirt.oh ya.
tt person from yangtzekiang keep askin me t buy PJC culottes.
so lame lar.culottes nt nice lor.
den she keep promoting the culottes =.=
tml is the orientation le.
hope tt it will be extremely fun!
haha.some of my classmates will be OGL.
08S03 wun be intact.
i'll miss ruiqi && shiqi.and nt forgetting dose hu withdraw.
zhimin && yanhan.
we are good buds man ((:
alright.end of post.
BYE ppl.miss me :DD

2008-02-15T17:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO ppl((:
ytd was valentine :DD
i was soooooooo happy ytd (:
yea.dear wrote me a song!
&& gt record it.OMG.i so damn LOVE you dear <3
den i tried t send t my fone.
my USB gt prob =.=
den tried t save in in CD.
the CD-writer gt prob OSO.lol
den i sent the song t my PSP (:
haha.smart hor?
den i printed out the lyrics.
ytd so stupid lor.
my bro.crap lar.
i was saving & printin the stuff den he rush me.
den nw oso rushing me.
so i shall keep stuff short abt ytd.
YTD WAS A WONDERFUL DAY! ((:
short & sweet ehs?
alright.BYE ppl.
miss me!

2008-02-14T22:40:00.007+08:00

Guess Who's Back~~~
just done recordin n remixin the song 'You're My Girlfriend' for ling...
yes~ thats one of the Valentine's Day gifts for her...
the other gift was given onour "Advance Valentine's Day" 'cause i tot i couldn go out today, but i did today...
this song's done with the instrumental of 'Me And My Girlfriend' by Tupac...kinda like his song(of coz, he's God of Rap)...
n i gon' post my verse 1 n 2 here...tell me if you lyk it...

[Verse 1]
Romeo and Juliet, Tarzen and Jane,
Beyonce and Jay-z, and you are for me,
you're just too perfect, extraordinary,
i'm so in love with you, dangerously,
i dun get any worry,the only worry is you,
but god made you for me,
so i dun think the worry will ever occur,
you are my girl, you are my her,
i ain't a rabbit, so i ain't a flirt,
i'm the one girl in time, you know,
you always tell me,black rain takes away your pain,
now i'm tellin you,i got you right in my vein,
the only moment i stop loving you is when you stop flowing,
so please, dun make it ever happen to me,
do you rmb the 1st time you say hi to me?
i still rmb the 1st time you got our hands holdin,
your eyes are twinklin, like they tellin me,
'Hazy, you're so sweet'
you voice got my focus,made me lose foucs,
on the other girls,coz you're my girl, fo sho!

[Verse 2]
look for me, among all the hundred millions,
finally you found me in the nationa Merlion,
pineapple, no, what you like is green apple,
did anybody tell you? when you smile you're so beautiful jus like rainbow,
spending time with you, my black & white world become so colourful,
you ain't got good figure, but your smile made me never wanna forget you,
jus let me hold you, let me tell you,
you're the reason why i breathin,
without you is like without oxygen,
'will you marry me?' asked 2007,
'yes i will' answered 19th December,
i remember...

[speaking]
this song's for you, ling,
i just wanna tell you,
i love you more than anything else,
you're my life
nobody else in this world's like you,
you're the one of a kind
you're my poteintial wife,
'07 Red & Green
'07 Bonnie & Clyde

that's the story....

2008-02-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl.
din reali hav the time t post.
veh busy cos is CNY.lol
wth lor.on chinese new year eve,i worked lyk mad man!
vacuum the floor.prepare the ingredients.
den cook the dunno wad.
i took ant 3 hours t prepare d ingredients leh!
cos on CNY alot ppl come my hse.
den need t cook alot of food.
aiyooooooooos.HIGH CHOLESTEROL~
onli some ppl will understand lar.
but i can share ((:
means:"haiz..ke lian si wo~" in chinese.
so tiring lor.always liddat de lor.
my bro n sis dunnid do anything.
den i need t work lyk mad.
nex year i wun help out le.
CNY was still d same.
my cousins gather in my room.
den we cam-whore and chat :DD
den the adults gt new topic dis year.
is abt me.lol.
dey were tokin abt tt pic in friendster.
so lame lor.i alr deleted tt pic lor.
still tok abt it.haiz.typical singaporean.
den my mum was sayin.
if i nv upload tt pic,no one will say abt it.
is lyk wtf?is ppl wan tok && spread lor.
actually is veh lil ppl noe lor.
den dose hu noe make a BIG HOO- HAA abt it.
&& i knew hu betray me.hmmp!
den tt day veh tired.same lyk chinese new year eve.
den ytd my ah yi and ah gu come my hse.
den my mummy go tell dem =.=
she alr announce t so many ppl le lor.
den she still say is my fault.
wadeva man.tt pic is alr deleted.
ppl cant find a new topic t say ar?wa piangs.
last year my les kena the same thing oso.
dis year is me.
nex year will be hu?god bless~
den tdy even more jia lak lor.
dun wan t tok abt it lar.
dis year CNY veh pathetic.
im so NOT happy dis year.
except fer d times i spent wif my dear && cousins. <3
*****************
ytd i went out wif dear.
watched CJ7 at cine.
haha.we nv pay $$.
thnx t metta jie jie :DD
gt complimentary tickets.
my jie jie so nice t me man ((:
haha.tt show quite nice.
some parts veh funny.some parts veh touching.
den aft the movie we went back.
we sit at the void deck dere.
den he gave me a present :D
super duper cute lor.
i simply LOVE my dear~
den i went back home.
intend t slp de.budden my relatives were at my hse.
so i need t tok t dem.
cos 1 year dey onli see my once or twice.
den dey nv "counsel" me.
unlike so ppl.will "counsel" me.lol.
alrights.end of story.
BYE ppl.miss me (:

2008-02-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalala~
tdy was a tiring day.
my bio teacher nv come.
so we had a combined tutorial.
i prefer dis teacher den t my teacher.
yea.cos,i feel tt i had learn more tdy.
den was maths tutorial.same stuff.
din do my AP & GP tutorial.
budden i handed in my binomial tutorial ((:
so guaii ehs?haha.den was chem tutorial.
so pai seh lor =.=
i tried t do my half-eqns den i did wrongly T.T
den tml need t hand in chem tutorial.
i lazy t do.mayb ltr den do.
den aft chem tutorial was our lunch break.
budden we din go fer lunch immediately.
haha.we cam-whore! :b
zhimin & shiqi & judy & annabel & ruiqi & iris.
nex time we cam-whore somemore :DD
xinyu was dere.budden i tink she nv take any pic.
oh ya.tml me ; ruiqi ;xinyu ; fanghui ; iris goin t do sth fun :b
haha.we going t tie french plaits~
wad is french plaits?i tink is "scorpian".
yea.den when we go fer lectures,we'll sit in a row.
den it will be ~~veh~~ DAMN cool lar.
t see a row of girls wif d same hairstyles.haha ((:
hmm.i cfm alr.
i on wed gt skool til 10 plus.
at 1st i tot maybe i can go out wif dear de.
budden,jus nw my mummy said t me:
"eh.on wednesday you dun go out hor."
"you must accompany ah gong t go xiao gu gu's hse." (haha...then go la...nvm de...)
den i asked:
"how i go wif ah gong?take MRT?"
den she said:
"you take taxi dere wif your bro n sis."
aiyooooooos.seng kang leh.
so ~~near~~ far T.T
den when come back i will be veh tired.
den i tink i need t do housework.
so lame lar.i dun do housework de lor.
alrights.im so tired nw.
goin t take a nap.
at night den chiong my tutorials.
dear,i miss you T.T
BYE ppl.miss me ((:

awwwwws.
i miss you. && i love you. ( Time, Without You, is Passing Slow. . .i miss you too. . .)

2008-02-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
i jus came back.frm my SHOPPING! :D
onli bought 2 pieces of clothes.so lame right?
den dear bought his jeans.yea.
den actually i wanted t buy sth de.
budden tt shop tdy nv open.
so nvm lor.nex time den buy.
i tink ltr when my mummy see wad i had bought,
she will nag at me.fer sure =.=
cfm say y i nv buy red colour n blar blar blar.
aiyoooos.hu say CNY must wear red leh?
i special ma.wear other colours.haha ((:
haiz.tml im goin t do my tutorials.
n research.if nt my teachers will scold me.
especially my bio teacher lor.
she always ask me t answer her qn.
or go t the board n show my ans t the class.
den i always nv do my work.
den kena scolded. T.T
my bio class damn pathetic lor.
so lil ppl.tt's y she always call me.
aiyooooos.i veh lazy t do my work lar.
cos im too lazy t use my brain.
my brain is soooooooo rusty lor.
i mus work hard le.did badly fer O lvl.
so my A lvl must do well! jia you :DD
haha ((: i miss him now~
im dying alr.awwwws~
my sis bugging me nw =.=
cos she wan t use com.
okay.i veh nice de.
let her use. (:
alrights.shall end here.
BYE ppl.miss me :D

2008-02-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
you all must hav miss me so muchhhhhhh.right?
haha.im too lazy t blog.lol.
haha.dis week at PJ is so fun man!
been crapping so much wif AMIR :DD
yea.he was a quiet guy.until i influence him t crap wif me.
haha.okay.dear came t find me jus nw.
he brought the glock.he need t practise.tt's y.
he so silly lor.tt glock is lyk so heavy.
den he carry all d way frm d skool t my hse.
dear.xin ku ni le.T.T
den moon called him.den moon made me say weird stuff.
so lame lor =.=
tml im goin out wif dear!
WOOHOO!! :DD so happy~
hmm.nex week is CNY le.
i wan t receive many angpaos~
hehex.i so money face leh. $.$
i still dunno wad's d plan on 6 feb.
so diaoz lor.dunno if my skool gt early dismissal.
but shud hav right?
den if i reali early dismiss,i need t accompany my ah gong go find my xiao gu gu.
eat buffet at her hse dere.or sth liddat lar.
so lame lor.she stays at seng kang.
so far away. =.=
alrights.shall nt blog le.
i wan t call him NOW!
haha((: miss me ppl.
BYE BYE :DD

i've alr put dwn dose unhappiness.
dun worry dear.im okay nw ((:

2008-01-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl (:
im here bloggin.cos tdy i no skool.
skool starts tml.so sianz.
ytd i went t the wedding dinner.
was okay lar.quite fun.
cos we crap wif tt kor kor.
sorry.i dunno his name.
haha.i was admiring my eyes ytd.
ya.i noe my eyes aint big.
i realised tt my eyelashes were quite ~~short~~ long.
ytd afternoon was nice.
it was raining heavily.
d rain makes me feel so happy.
REAL happy.cos it carries some of my unhappiness away.
dere's still some unhappiness left.
but i tink tt time will let d leftover unhappiness fade.
ytd we chat on d fone.
dear was telling me tt we wun be able t meet tt often.
i understand.pls dun feel so guilty k?
studies is more important den anything else.
furthermore,you hav t meet up t her expections.
so dun disappoint her.jia you ((:
den dear oso need t show his mummy his results.
so..jus spent more time on ur studies.
dun disappoint d two women ((:
okay.i gt nth t blog alr.
so shall end here.
BYE ppl.miss me :DD

i dont know why.
but i jus feel so hurt.
the wound is nt recovering,i guess.

2008-01-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO pp ((:
ytd was a lousy day.
din manage t buy anything.lol.
i jus woke up.and is right here blogging.
so diaoz.okay.so much things happen recently.
and i don't know whr t start.
okay.i read her post ytd.
and it did knock some sense into me.
i was at fault.i apologise t her nw.
SORRY.
im okay wif it if u dun wan t accept my apologies.
i admit tt i was being immature.
i was childish.i was selfish.
it's all my fault.you were being kind.
cos you help us t keep things under wrap.
yet i did nt appreciate your effort.
im sorry fer the nasty stuff tt i did.
i will nt do it agn.i promise.
im at lost fer words nw.so shalll end alr.
BYE ppl.

all tt had happened,reali make my heart go NUMB.
a broken heart cant be mend.
and the pain stays.no matter wad.
I HATE MYSELF.
(Ling, u shouldn hate youself...
Why do we fall? It's to learn to pick ourselves up...So Cheer Up!!)

2008-01-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

somtimes u get f***ed up, all the things get messed up, n u get beat up,
the more u explained, the worse the thing turn out to be, not Better,
though i think i'm not studyin hard'nuff,
but as least it improved, compared to last year,
yet my mum doesn't understand me,
again,she won the battle.
i always went out with Ling on saturday,
but now there's a problem lyin right in the middle of the way,
i can't go out n play, for every 3 weeks,
she tot im playin all the time,
but what i'm tryin to do is to squeeze the textbooks into my brain,
i'm a student, of course study is my 1st priority,
n if i reached a certain level, i can turn all my dreams into reality,
top 20, i get my chance performing,
top 10, i'll continue to be my chairman n councillor, that's what i wished,
give me a Hell Yeah, Sathish,
n give me a helpin hand, get me outta my nightmare, give me what i need,
a mum who can understand me, communicate with me,
n a good result, i just dunno how to study,
anger management, time management,
science experiment, i'm not goin to fail my exam,
i'm a chairman, councillor,
n a band member, it doesn matter, i CAN handle'em,
find the right track and a hot spot,
get my targets' right, I Gon' Show You What I Got.....

Long time nvr post, and that's the story.....

2008-01-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl((: miss me sooooooo much right?
haha.i woke up quite early tdy.so im right here blogging :DD
dere's nobody at home.xcept fer ME!lol.
i din slp well ytd.i was pondering some stuff.
oh ya.if you had noticed,i alr deleted tt pic frm my friendster.
cos it's getting him into trouble.
ya.i noe it's too late.but at least i deleted it right?
im feel so damn ANGRY! an do.
i wun state the reason here.cos it may get me into trouble.
oh ya.shall say sth abt GP. t intrude our lives.
tt time my GP lecturer told us tt fer GP,dere's a way t do well.
we must READ BETWEEN THE LINES.
cos we wud understand the topic beta.or sth liddat.
LOL!den someone shouted tt in btw the lines,dere's onli spaces. ppl.
it was sooooooo funny lor! if you dun understand the joke,it's okay.
dear once told me.in some rap,dere's hidden messages. .
hidden messages. t make him leave me.
if fer dose ppl hu hav d ability t comprehen wad's in the hidden msg. envy.
oh well,shall nt say abt all dese nonsense alr. stuff.
it's sooooo early tt i dunno wad t blog.LOL! couples out dere.
YAY!tml im goin out!t shop! :DD ?y nt d others?
it's been sooooo long since i last shop. .
i miss shopping! ((: by her.
and,i miss my cousins! din see dem fer quite some time.T.T
im going crazy.dose ppl are reali gettin on my nerves!
and,i accidentally chance upon sth i shouldn't.
feeling damn confused nw.
wad's the problem wif me?
i will learn t let go off his past.i WILL.

i saw dis on friendster.so i shall post it.lol.
THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND.
Every girl dreams that one
day she will
find a boy that does these things for
her. Even the smallest action can have
the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she is gorgeous..

• look into her eyes when you talk to
her.

• let her mess with your hair

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"

• look at her like she`s the only one
you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms..

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she`s important.

• let her take all the photos she wants
of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell
her.

• and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.

-*-*-*-*-*-*-

im hungry.
goin t find food alr.
BYE ppl.miss me! (:

2008-01-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
gt back my results.freakin lousy lar.
budden i expected it.
ENGLISH:C5
COMBINED HUMANITIES:B3
MATHEMATICS:B3
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS:B3
PHYSICS:B4
CHEMISTRY:B4
BIOLOGY:B4
CHINESE:A1
L1R5=19
L1R5=15
CCA=A2
okay.alr type out my results.so stop askin me.
see it fer yourself lar.
i passed my A-maths.1st time.quite happy.
din expect t get C5 fer english.
i tot i wud do slightly beta.
i reali feel ashame of my results.
xcept fer my chinese.
cos it's the onli distinction tt i gt.LOL.
ya.goin t stay in PJC.
stay dere can minus another 2 bonus pts.
den i'll enter PJC wif 15 pts.
ok.shall end here.
bye ppl(:
i feel sooooooooo disappointed in my results T.T
but i expected it anw~

2008-01-23T13:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
im sick. T.T
went t see the doc jus nw.jus caught a cold lar.
din go t skool tdy.received quite a no.of msg frm frens.
dey ask me y i pon skool tdy.
dey tot i pon skool cos i dun wan t sit fer econs test.lol
aiyoooos.im reali sick lar.
leonard dun believe me.tml im goin t show him my MC!
hmmp!y wud i purposely pon skool leh?
im a gud student lor.
tml results fer 'o' lvl will be out.nervous sia :S
OMG.my face is burning hot.gt slight fever.
hmm.tt time i din blog abt my anni.i shall blog abt it den.

19 Jan 2008,
at ard 10 plus,dear called me.
he sound rather weird.
den he told me tt we cant go out anymore.
i asked him nt t play such a prank.
he said tt he was veh serious.
his mum missed her flight.
at tt moment,i almost burst into tears.
but,i held my tears back.i told him tt it's alright.
he sound devastated.den,he told a lie t his mum.
his mum let him come out.
i was overjoyed when i heard tt he could come out.
veh soon,he was waitin fer me at the bus stop.
he told me how his mum missed her flight.
we reached the cinema veh soon && bought tickets fer the movie.
we watched The house.
it's ~~very~~ super duper scary lor.
the net claims tt it's abit of horror and gory.
OMG.it's damn horror and gory lor.nt abit.
den aft the movie,it's alr quite late.
so we walked back home.
den sth rather stupid happen.
he was tellin me tt we could be caught fer loitering.
i asked him y.den he say tt we were under 18.
and walkin dwn the street so late in the night.
so,we could be caught.
i said tt i dun care.den i hug him at the traffic light.
den guess wad?a police car drove past us!
LOL.we din get caught lar.
jus gt a shock.
den we went t the carpark.
and gazed at the stars~
den..we crapped abit.
den went back home.haha ((:

sorry dear.i broke my promise.
you cried fer me ytd.it wun happen agn.
i PROMISE.

2008-01-19T17:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND DEAR ((:
haha.tdy is our first month.im veh happy :D
ytd right aft skool,i came back home.
to slp.i was veh tired.
so sleepy~ *yawn*
i slept frm ard 2.30.woke up at ard 8.
haiz.dear is at his councillor camp.
ltr at night den will break camp.
i miss him man T.T
we nv contact cos he nv bring fone.
dun wan t put him at risk.
CNY is comin.
i tink the angbao $$ will be veh lil.
or maybe nt.i wan Samsung Ultra Edition 10.9 T.T
i wan tt Garnet Red slide fone.
maybe will use my angbao $$ t buy?
aiyoooooos.still gt such a long time t CNY.
oh ya.my les partner jio me go shoppin nex week!
so happy leh.i veh veh LONG time nv go out wif her le.
and of cos wif belle.haha.
so bz last year.din get t go find dem.
i'll find time dis year (: meanwhile,pls miss me!
haha.i gt tons of tutorials undone.
hmm.guess im tired of dem alr.
tried doin the chem.i gt stuck on every qn.
maths.the workin is super long T.T
bio.need t do so much research.
PW.need t do dunno wad lar.
so lazy t touch dem.
jus nw i did abit of my maths.
and i gave up.lol.
tink im goin t chong tml.
hmm.the time passes sooooo slowly.
i wan t see him right nw!!
oh ya.my parents are so crap can?
my ah gong's godson de son is gettin married.
den ytd dey go find my parents and pass dem the invitation cards.
dey are my cousins lar.i tink.
den my mummy go ANNOUNCE t dem tt i gt a boyfriend.
lol.so crap sia.wan the whole world t noe.
den on CNY my relatives will nag at me.
say studies more impt and blar blar blar.
den my ears will reali suffer.poor me ):
tdy's weather is reali so niceeee.
i love it (:
ok.bye ppl.miss me :DD
FENGLING <3 HU HAN

2008-01-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
i gt sth veh sad to announce.
i cut my nails T.T
sad ehs?hurhur.
i cut my nails cos i feel lyk cuttin.lol.
ask mummy if i could stay out late on sat.
lol.she asked me if he was goin t bring his stuff n go t the movies.
seriously,i DONT know.
i dunno wad's the plan nw.
izzit 1st t the movies,den gaze at the pretty stars and den chat?
hmm.no idea.
dear gt camp on friday.break camp on sat.
i tink dey break camp at night.
so will he go back home 1st or wad?
if nv go back home den he need t carry so much stuff.
arghh!so FRUSTRATED!!
i hate my timetable.
so damn stupid.
so many tutorials.
den my class gt 1 super duper talkative && noisy guy.
tdy he gt so aggitated during our class discussion.
dunno fer wad lar.
he's damn arrogant.
dear is showering nw.
he says he will go slp aft his shower.
guess tt he is reali veh tired.
i miss him veh muchhhhh man T.T
I LOVE YOU :D

2008-01-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl (:
it's been ages since my blog was updated.
found a chance t blog cos my bro is sleepin.
lol.i found a fone tt i reali reali lyk.
budden my daddy dun wan t buy fer me.
dun wan den dun wan lor.
nt a BIG deal anw.
tdy we went t plan our timetable.
veh sad lor T.T
we can onli meet on mondays n fridays wif our current timetable.
it sux. T.T
i'll miss him so muchhh!
im still tryin t come out till the wee hours on saturday.
haven ask my mummy yet.
dunno if i can come out.
okay lar.blog till here.
miss me lots ppl ((:
I LOVE HU HAN ((:

2008-01-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl ((:
i knew you ppl miss me right?
haha ((: dear din reali hav the time t blog.T.T
cos he need t manage his studies.
ok.ytd i went back t bvss.
t get my $$.den went t meet dear :DD
haha.eng teck called me da sao.
so funny leh.(Ling, should be xin fu bah?)
dis week my lessons will end veh early.
cos is lyk veh lil lectures n no tutorial.
yay!budden the sad thing is tt it onli last fer a week.
lol.nex week chnging time table agn.
dunno fer wad lar.
den tdy we ran fer lyk 3.2km fer pe.
almost DIED!
so damn tired.
tml i gt trial fer my cca.
i wan t join ~~band~~ ARCHERY :DD
dunno wad t blog anyway.
ppl.do miss me lots hor.
will blog REAL soon.
bye((:

2008-01-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

sorry for not postin,
'cause i'm been busy,
but i'm exhausted of bein bustling,
though i always told myself i can only achieve my goals through hustling,
yes, i am a councillor, but i think i, myself needs some councilling,
I can't take this anymore, how i wish i could tell my mum'bout fengling,
this ain't no joke, this is serious,
that's why i didn't add in punchlines to make it humorous,
i've seen my Future Parents-In-Law, they seemed kinda lyk me,
i just dunno how to tell my mum, how to get it started,
hiding from my mum, i'm alrdy been guilty,
but i won't let go of fengling,
what i'm worryin is, if i told my mum,
she'll say 'stop it! Lets jus go back to where we've been...'
that only left me no choice, but to.....you know what i'm sayin,
if you think this is funny, then jus keep on laughin,
but for me, i really can't stand the feelin,
tryin to make her understand,
that i Can study with my girlfren,
and i'll do it better than ever,
'cause i am a councillor while bein a chairman.
ya...that's the story....

2008-01-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

walked into my classroom and i just sat,
the moment i stepped in, there ain't no peace,
dun wanna hear their diss, 'cause they're still kids,
i'm writin this piece when Mdm Quek's goin through the worksheets.
feelin like being outcast, 'cause i'm sixteen,
and this year, i'm turnin into seventeen,
though i'm sixteen, but it seemed lyk i've seen through the life completely.
a person can hav many faces,
just that pls rmb to bring ur masks,
i'm tireda wearing these masks,
but you have no choice, it's a must,
best friend isn't the real best,
in fact, he turned out to be the worst.
I got all my hair cut, tryin to get a new life,
get convicted, 'cause i've done wonderin why.
why you still wanna keep changing your masks, when you're so tired?
and why we see the same person, in many different ways?
nice clothin make you look gorgeous,
but sometimes you may be ugly, under those masks.
one plus one you get two,
but why can't life be that simple too?
everyday gotta roll on,
it's a struggle, everyday you gotta hold on.
life's full of surprises, but when your time's up, you gon' lie in grave,
life can be simple, but we made it complicated,
tall modern buildings, everything starts with a 'Cyber',
now i'm a councillor, chairman, as well as a band member,
i dunno if i can handle'em all,
but all i wanted is a simple life,
and these, are jus some simple lines,
FengLing, I Love You,
And, I Miss You,
In My Life, I Need You,
Yes, I Always Do.

that's the story.....

2008-01-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl :DD
i knew you all miss me.
haha.din reali blog fer days.cos of my laptop.
budden i gt my dear t blog fer me ((:
budden he jus dunno wad t blog.aiyooooooooos.
I LOVE HIM MAN!
tml skool reopen.
&& im goin t PJC.
lol.heard tt many ppl goin dere.
wadeva.im goin t miss him so muchhhhhh T.T
dunno when can i nex see him.
we jus hang up the fone.
cos my mummy && daddy come back le.
&& im startin t miss him.awwwws.
ytd was a fun day X)
we SPENT the last day of 2007 tgt.
wif all dos hugs && kisses :DD
den at night we countdwn over the fone.
he was the first person t wish me happy new year.
haha.im so xin fu man ((:
dear.i wan you t noe sth.
I LOVE YOU!

2008-01-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

Pour out some green tea,'cause you can't have Hennessy right here,
start to reminisce the day before the new year,
we went to a cinema for the movie 'RedLine',
then we had a lunch which has the cheese fries,
before i showed her some magic tricks,
we were looking for a place to sit,
she did watch me pullin' a rabbit outta my hat,
Nah, that's just a metaphor,you gon' like it, i bet,
matter fact, we were chattin till the midnight,
until my battery went flat, but she didn't mind,
yes, i was the first one who said 'Happy New Year~' to her,
and of course, she was the only one who did the countdown with me,
10, 9 , 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1,
ready or not, the 2008 had arrived,
yea, i think that's the story....

2007-12-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

i dunno what's that fake Hazy tryin to say,
but all i know is how coward he can be,
dun even dare to speak in his name,
that made me think his name may be as ugly as his face,
"i'm worse than a blind man, jus a desperado"
i think a trash lyk u need to rest in peace, so stop drinkin ur cappuccino,
but i dun think u can even slp in peace,
hope ur mind eats up by ur conscious,
dun talk'bout him no mo,
let me reminisce what had happened ytd afternoon,
me n ling were doin my science project under her block,
but the weather went wrong for an hour or maybe two,
i was thinkin "Global Warming has to be stopped..."
then i found our fingers' get interlocked,
tongues get twisted, the time get stopped.....
man, i dun think i can continue this no mo,
so ya,that's story...

2007-12-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

we, percussionist, jus completed the song 'Mission Impossible',
Yes, We made it possible,
n i learnt a new instrument, Mallet,
i dun hav to play Crash Cymbal, no longer,
if i'm not wrong, the whole band has completed 'Into The Storm'
though we were not really sound lyk we were in the storm,
but i think we did put in effort,
nah, dun wanna talk'bout band no mo,
talk'bout what we(me n ling) did in the West Mall,
dun think dirty dirty,'cause we ain't doin nth,
other than buying my books, for next year,
n she's real pretty, when she's with her black hair,
what i mean is, she jus dyed her hair back,
n i'm really lookin forward for tmr,
that's the story....

2007-12-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

today's a tiring day for me, H-azy,
yes, it's me again, the same O.G,
i ain't hav'nuff slp,'cause the previous night me n fengling were on the phone chattin,
i rmb it's 4am when i went to slp,
but, it doesn't matter, long as she's happy,
n today's practice was real harsh,
runnin with timpani, i can hardly breathe,
plus i gotta go back home to get my score,blame me,
i, myself was the one who forgot it,
n that made me missed the chance to have lunch together with fengling,
so, sorry to ling,
i know this is gettin boring,
but ling doesn't wanna repair her laptop, she said she's too lazy,
oh ya~ she jus dye her hair back to black, thats real pretty,
i mean she is pretty,but.......yea, you should know what i mean,
so ya, that's the story....

2007-12-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

this is H-azy, writing on behalf of Ling....'cause her laptop doesn't really lyk her, they..qurrelled...
this is my 1st time postin a blog, i ain't know what to say here....
I dun Think Satans Claus lyk us,
he gave us a present which made us can't contact each other,
he made her laptop break down, made the network busy,
made her can't send a msg, made me kept worrying,
i was sitting in the church, that's real boring,
what's on my mind is her, i can't stop thinking,
u may say the previous line that i wrote is digusting,
but all i know is i'm helpin my darling, prevent this blog from dyin,
think'bout it, we weren't in contact for at least 120 minutes,
well, that's 2 hours i guess,
Everybody's wishing me 'Merry Christmas'
but there ain't got her name on the 'New Messages List'
Now we're on the phone chatting,
while my fingers' moving, on the kepboard typing,
That's The Story....

2007-12-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

tdy dear called me t wake me up.
den i went t prepare my stuff fer the christmas pt.
i met rini at den we went t bukit timah plaza.
lols.wan ting was late.so we sat dwn at a food court.
we were feelin damn warm.so bought drinks.
den FINALLY,at abt 1.30pm,wan ting n eunice reached.
i tink we went into NTUC.nt sure lar.
den we bought stuffs fer the steamboat.
as wan ting was late,we made her push the trolly.
LOL.in the trolly is our belongings.den we put a basket dere.
to put all the stuffs.so lame lor.
we bought tidbits,beef,turkey franks,bee hoon,tofu,n blah blah blah.
spent abt $70 plus lar.den we cabbed t eunice's hse.
we tried cookin the soup ourselves.
we dumped in the chicken,den the ginseng packet thingy.
den jus let it cook.
den we added chicken stock.
OMG.it was a success (:
super delicious.den we watched DVD.
lol.we watched Zodiac.lame lor.we wasted 2 hrs.nvm.
den we prepare the food fer steamboat.
so fun.and,i stir-fry the satay chicken.
was a success.i tot i cant cook.
den i prepare the satay sauce oso :DDDD
den we ate until so full.den we asked eunice's maid t join us.
haha.den we drank sparkling juice.
den aft dinner is gift xchange :DD
den we cam-whore a bit.
we were funny lar.so twix man!
den i left eunice's hse abt 10 plus.
i miss dear so much.
i made him so worried.
sorry dear.i din mean to.
overall,tdy was fun.wif rini.eunice n wan ting (:
t rini n eunice:*loud loud* IM A BARBIE GIRL.
IN A BARBIE WORLD~
haha.onli we noe wad it means.
till here ppl.miss me :b

dis is a quiz tt sally asked me t do.lol.

list the top five present you wish for :
1. rings frm couples' lab.[dunno if spelled correctly.]
2. moreeeeee bags.
3. new fone.[im sooooooo greedy.]
4. lime green bra[lol =.=]
5. moreeee clothes.
1. the people who tag you are : atiq.sally.joel.
2. the relationship r : atiq[junior].sally[stead].joel[junior].
3. your first impression on dem is: atiq[so cuteeee].sally[damn blurrrr].joel[errr.dunno].
4. most memorable thing dey had done for you is: no idea.lols.
5.most memorable words dey said : dunno.
6.if dey become your lover , you will: zzzz.will nv happen?
7. if dey become your lover , dey will have to improve on: lol.dunno.
8. if dey become your enemy, the reason will be: we hate each other too muchhh!
9. most desired thing you wanna do for dem: t lend dem my ears.lol.
10.your impression of dem is: dunno lar.
pass this quiz to 10 other people to know how they feel about you:
1. JASMINE
2. ADABELLE
3. HONG KIAN
4. EUNICE
5. RINI
6. WAN TING
7. TERENCE
8. LEONARD
9. BRONTE
10. YUDHI
-who is 6 having a relationship with? : nobody bah.nv hear her mention anythting.
-is 9 a female or male? : female
-if 7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing? : lol.nah.dey y guys plssss.
-wat's 2 studying about? : art.history.poa.dunno lar.
-when was the last time u chat with 3? : err.quite some time ago.
-wat kinda music band does 8 likes? -dunno leh.
-do 1 have any siblings? yupp.
-would you woo 3? no =.=
-how about 7? : eeeeee.no.
-is 4 single ? : errr.shb be.
-wat is the surname of 5? : chan
-wat is the name of 10 ? : yudhi.lol.
-wat is the hobby of 4? : touching me.lols.
-does 5 n 9 get along well? : dunno.shub be bah.
-where's 2 studying at? : swiss cottage.
-where is 9 staying now? : at her hse.
-wat colour does 4 like? : dunno leh.
-are 5 and 1 best friend? : nah.dey dunno each other.
-does 7 like 2? : errr.dey dunno each other.
-does 1 have any pets at home? : no.

ARGH! i tink sth is wrong wif my fone.
cant seems t receive any message.
dear said he sent me many msg.
budden i nv receive.how? T.T

2007-12-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

T.T im cryin nw.tears jus stream dwn my face.non-stop.
my daddy is showin me attitude.
when i did nth wrong.i open the letterbox jus nw.
den gt his letters.i jus leave it on top of his drawer.
cos he sleepin.den jus a moment ago,he asked me to fill in sth fer him.
so i fill in the form fer him.den he gave me a dunno wad bill.
den ask me t go pay.cos i always go pay his bill.
BUT I NV PAY HIS BILL FER HIM BEFORE.
den i was lyk huh?
den i said"为什么你不要叫mummy还?她去west mall liao."
den he started scoldin me fer dunno wad.
say y i nv open the letter.
budden is he letter mah.how can i open?
den i tried to xplain t him tt i nv pay his bills fer him.
is mummy hu always pay the bills.
den he gets veh unreasonable.
he shouted at me"你要不要还?"
i alr say no.den he say i veh rude.nv answer him.
i ans him fer lyk so many times lor.
den i asked him if tml workin.
cos if he tml nt workin,mummy can pay the bills tml.
den he get even more unreasonable.
"不要紧.你不要还是吗,以后不要跟我拿钱."
OMG lar.wad's wrong wif him man.
showing attitude t me fer nth.
im feelin damn upset nw.
i wan mummy t come back n tok t dis unreasonable daddy fer me.
T.T my day is ruin by my daddy.
I HATE MYSELF NW! ):
im still crying veh hard nw. T.T

2007-12-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

tdy woke up at ard 1pm.
haha.i need to meet eunice.
cos she wan t pass me sth.
in the end we meet at ard 3 plus.
haha.we crap so muchhh!
i tink she miss me to muchh.haha :b
he went t his tutor de hse wif his mummy.
aww~I MISS HIM MAN.
he's goin to chng fone.
budden i dunno wad fone he's getting.haha.
lol.ytd i chatted wif DQ on msn.he damn bad lor.
keep laughing fer no reason.he asked me t go back band.
go visit my section.lol.
den he told me tt he will laugh non-stop when he sees me.
funny lar.sickening DQ.
haha.i reali miss blogging :DDD
im watching the star awards.
lol.is the repeat.no nice show to watch ><
wohoooo!im damn excited abt tml!
cam-whore leh!tml will be damn fun :DD
still raining.aiyooooos~
tdy nth much happen.so nth t blog oso.
im waitin fer him to come back.miss him so muchhhh!

2007-12-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl (:
MY BLOG IS OFFICAILLY OPEN NOW :D
credits go to my beloved cousin.thnx belle.I LOVE YOU (:
tdy i woke up at 9.30.early?haha.
cos im goin out wif him.
we meet at JE dere.
den he told me sth.he was so angry wif the person.
he wants to sell a fone.den the person at 1st say wan t buy.
but the person chng his mind.den he was so ANNOYED wif the person.
we alight at raffles place.OMG.
1st time i see the train veh lil ppl.
all carriages were lyk EMPTY.
den at city hall,alot ppl chiong in.lol.
haha.we went to cine.
wanted to watch HITMAN.budden nv screen le.
so we watched MR MAGORIUM'S WONDER EMPORIUM.
so niceeeeee!budden the movie lyk nv finish.
cos the endin abit weird.
den went to shop ard.
bought presents fer my frens.
we havin gifts xchange on mon.
CHRISTMAS EVE (:
haha.veh excited leh :b
we waited fer the train.den damn many ppl.cannot go in.
so we waited fer the next train.
OMG.so lil ppl.veh funny lor.
haha.went to dhoby ghaut.
cos wan to go SSC to take his fotos.
haha.i din get to see the fotos though.
cos the fotos were stored in a CD.
lol.so diaoz.nvm.
den when we were abt to leave,it started RAINING.
den we were stucked in SSC.
so we w8 fer the rain to stop.
den we went to walk ard in plaza sing.haha.
ate lunch at abt 3 plus.i was damn hungry lor.
OMG.he eats veh fast lor.
den eat finish le stared at me.
aiyo.den make me feel so awkward.
den we walked ard.
and we played wif the escalators.
haha.went up and dwn.
so pai seh leh.ppl may tink tt we are crazy.
haha.we'll b REMEMBERED by the sales assistants :b
cos we walked past the shops fer so many times.
den was alr 5 plus.so we left plaza sing.
lol.the train ok nw.nt so many ppl.
haha.at chinatown station,the PA system suddenly say"牛车水".
shock man.den we laughed.cos veh funny.
den we alight at outram park.
while walkin,someone's hand knocked onto my hand.
den i shocked tio.lol
yupp.went back to JE.
he needs to go back home.so we part at JE ><
haha.eunice told me tt on mon,we hav to wear either red,GREEN or white.
den we'll cam-whore.but,my cam is nt wif me. T.T
veh veh EXCITED nw (:
aiyo.nw raining agn.had been raining fer days alr.
haha.i wanted to slp until 10 plus de.
cos lack of slp T.T
budden dunno y oso.i dun feel lyk sleepin le.
so i blog lor.haha.
till here ppl.miss me lots :D

2007-12-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

hurhur.i din slp well tdy.
i was WIDE AWAKE at 3am.
den i tried to slp but i couldnt.
i PRACTICALLY STARED at the ceiling until i couldnt stand it.
i msg him.i din xpect him to reply.
but he did reply.i feel so bad cos i woke him up.
he says it doesnt make any diff as he set his alarm at 6am.
okay.den i 'wake up' at 7am.
lol.showered n went to skool wif my sis n mummy.
OMG.everyone reached b4 8.30 can.
so damn early lor.den when my sis went to register,she cant.
cos she 4get to bring her report book.
AND SHE WANTS ME TO GO BACK HOME AND TAKE.
lol.of cos i didnt.cos my mummy alr went back to take.
ya.den sat in the canteen n w8.
aft tt i Q up.to buy books.lol.
the person in front of me was veh slow.
den is lyk i waited fer a long time.
when im the 2nd person in line.
LOL.cos he wan to check the books.
the person alr told him to check at the side budden he dun wan.
TYPICAL KIASU PARENT.tsktsk.
lol.den i bought the books.den i CHECK at the side.
realised tt the person din giv me rinng files.
so i told him.den he passed it to me.
i stood dere fer lyk half an hour.
cos no space to sit.ya.den my mummy went to buy uniform.
LMAO!gt no size fer my sis.
den she was chit-chattin wif some parents tt she din noe.
OMG.she reali tok lyk she knew dem fer long.
ya.i w8 n w8 n w8.she tok n tok n tok.
FINALLY,my sis came out.den i saw him.
he din see me lar.cos too i was sittin dwn.
den i left the skool.went to eat.
i told him i saw him.den he apologised to me.
fer nt replyin my msg n fer nt seeing me.
haha.he's cute man.my dear.pls dun apologise to me.
i understand de.i reali do :D
den when i reached home,i msg him agn.
he told me he takin his fotos tml.
he's into modelling (:
i wan to see the fotos!
budden he's goin wif his mum.
T.T nvm.it's ok.my dear will be a gud son (:
he apologised agn.aiyo.dunno how many times he wan to apologise.
i dun wan to hear "对不起".I WAN TO HEAR "我爱你".
ya.den my mummy brought my sis to skool agn.
cos need to order uniform.LMAO.
shoplykmad sent me an email agn -.-
she says tt she wan to meet me on wed instead.
budden 26 dec is a wednesday.lol.
i called her.she nv ans.so i msg her.
im nt goin to use my email.so lag.
oh ya.jus nw while sittin in the canteen,my mummy tok to me.
the topic was "BOYFRIEND".
she told me tt my daddy suspects tt when i say i go my cousin's hse,i was lying.
he tinks tt im wif my boyfriend.
LOL.my family is kinda cute.
my ah gong.nags too much.
my daddy.tinks too much.
my mummy.says too much.
my bro.plays too much.
my sis.eats too much.
ME.LOVES HIM SO MUCH :D
I LOVE YOU :D

2007-12-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

hurhur.din slp well ytd.so stupid.
ard 9 plus,it was rainin HEAVILY.
OMG.i slept on a double decker.
den the window was veh veh NEAR me.
so the WIND blew the RAIN onto my face.
den i hav to wake up n close all the windows in my hse.
cos my bro n sis were sleepin SOUNDLY.
lol.den aft tt i went back to slp.
wake up ard 2.30pm.
haha.den the 1st thing tt i did was to msg him.
told him i wake up alr.den we tok abit.
den i went to eat maggie mee. ><
haha.den ytd i saw dis at friendster.
1.When she walks away from you follow her.
2.When she stares at your mouth,smile.then kiss her.
3.When she pushes you or hits you, hug her tight.
4.When she starts cursing at you,say "i love you" t her.
5.When she's quiet,hold her hand and ask what's wrong.
6.When she ignores you,act cute so tt she'll notice you.
7.When she pulls away,pull her back.
8.When you see her at her worst,tell her you love her and she still looks amazing.
9.When you see her started crying,hold her.ask her what's wrong.
10.When you see her walking,approach her.give a kiss on the cheek.
11.When she's scared,assure her tt you're not goin to leave her.
12.When she lays her head on your shoulder,tilt your head too.and hold her hand.
13.When she steals your favorite hat,let her keep it.
14.When she teases you,tease her back and make her laugh.
15.When she doesnt answer for a long time,reassure her that everything is okay.
16.When she looks at you with doubt,back yourself up.
17.When she says that she likes you,she really does more than you could understand.
18.When she grabs your hands,hold hers and play with her fingers.
19.When she bumps into you,bump into her back and make her laugh.
20.When she tells you a secret,keep it safe and untold.
21.When she looks at you in your eyes,dont look away until she does.
22.When she misses you,she's hurting inside.
23.When you break her heart,the pain never really goes away.
24.When she says its over,she still wants you to be hers.
25.When she repost this bulletin,she wants you to read it.
26.Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
27.When she's mad,hug her tight and don't let go.
28.When she says she's ok,dont believe it.
29.Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.
30.Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
31.Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
32.Tease her and let her tease you back.
33.Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
34.Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
35.Give her the world.
36.Let her wear your clothes.
37.When she's bored and sad,hang out with her.
38.Let her know she's important.
39.Kiss her in the pouring rain.
40.When she runs to you crying,the first thing you say is:"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
haha.i wan him to read my blog :D
I LOVE YOU (:
til here.bye ppl.miss me :p

2007-12-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl.haha.woke up at ard 2.30pm.
din reali slp well ytd.cos i was too HAPPY :D
and,tt's a beetle in my room.chased it out tgt wif my bro n sis.
haha.den dis morning ard 10 plus my sis was screaming.
dunno fer wad lar.den when i woke up jus nw,i qn her.
lol.she say my mummy ask her go skool.
to get dunno wad cert lar.
wadeva lor.ya.den my mummy jus nw gave me a letter.
OMG!i gt the EAGLES AWARD.
haha.happy.so many surprises in a day?hmm.
ytd i watch Akon de mv on youtube.
"Lonely".lil did i noe how sad is the beginning part.
lol.tt person say on friday she cant make it.
den she requested to meet me nex wednesday.at 12.45pm.
okay okay.is you say de.beta dun make any more changes.
so TROUBLESOME lor.cant stand her.
he's having band prac nw.i pity BVMB ppl.
ytd farewell pt.den tdy band prac frm 8am-6.30pm.
ouh.poor ppl.oh well.jus received an email frm tt person.
she cfm meetin me on nex wed.
hope tt she wun chng her mind agn.
hmm.my laptop abit lag.sad sad ><
nw is 4.20pm.still gt lyk 2hr n 10 mins.
aiyo.when is my cousin goin to come back?
im waitin fer her to design a blogskin fer me.
den i can officially open my blog.lol.
I WANT HIM TO VISIT MY BLOG :D
nw is lyk so early.so nth much to blog reali.
my mummy jus nw asked me dun go jc.
cos her frens all say deir children suffer alot in jc.
lol.her frens so funny lor.
wadeva.im goin to study in jc.
wan to make my parents proud.
dey shud be glad to have a daughter lyk me (:
haha.cos my bro n sis are nt reali veh guaii.
dey so NAUGHTY.nt lyk me.so GUAII (:
haha.okay.till here.maybe will update at night.haha.

2007-12-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

okay.here to blog.farewel pt tdy.okay lor.
nt everyone was HIGH.onli the seniors were HIGH.
sad eh?H rap jus nw.was quite gud.budden he screw up.
he forgot some of the lyrics.den he was so sad.keep thinkin abt it.
i din take any pic.cos my cam is nt wif me.hurhur.
den had the gift xchange.OMG.3 of my juniors nv come.
make me feel abit disappointed.dis yr farewell pt,reali is no fun.
fine.den aft tt went to mac.to sit n talk.
went wif H,SX,JY,DQ and angeline.
ya.reali is sit.nv talk much.
den aft some time angeline de hubby come.
lol.den aft a while all leave one by one.
den left me,H,angeline n her hubby.
ya.den we left soon.
H sent me home.haha.thnx my dear.fer sendin me home :D
reali appreciate tt.so nice of him (:
den i went to check my email.
lol.tt person veh kuku lor.
say wan meet thursday.den nw say cannot.
say 6pm at bugis.lol.i shud nt even go on9 to buy stuffs.
so TROUBLESOME lor.den nw oso dunno wad lar.
i repiled her say friday 2pm.
den i suddenly rmb tt on friday,i gt to go skool.
lol.cos need help mummy buy books fer sis.
my sis wan go bvss.lol.my bro oso in the same skool.
den jus nw i conference wif his fren on msn.
his dunno which fren wan ask him go church.
haha.den my bro dun wan to go mah.
den he ask me tell his fren.so i help him lor.
den nw the fren keep buggin him.lol
OMG!im so happy man (:
"will you marry me?"
"YES! I DO! :D"
haha.it jus happen.00:51.
i felt so LOVED man :D
nw im jus blogging HAPPILY.n of cos,msging him.
he asked me to go slp if im sleepy.
budden,im nt sleepy.den i haven blog finish.
i nv tot tt i wud be so happy tdy man.
i was still disappointed abt the farewell pt.
budden nw,im all ENERGETIC.
n the credits go to HIM :D
all seems lyk a dream.BUT,it's not.
i noe.deep inside his heart,HE LOVES ME. :D
till here.bye ppl.

2007-12-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

tml is farewell pt.lol. the theme is emo/vintage.
so diaoz lor.they r so different man!
nvm.EMO.nt my type.im always so happy de mah. :D
jus bcos of the farewell pt,i painted my nails BLACK.

haha.my BLACK BALCK nails. :D

yupp.emo bah.haha.den tml goin to giv my juniors deir presents.
dunno if dey will lyk it.is some DIY stuffs.
budden is my effort leh.so even if dey dun lyk it,i dun care.
haha.few days ago,i went to plaza sing.lol.
bought the materials frm dere.
den spent $37.45.haha.quite ex?haha.
den went home to make the small presents lor.
den aft i make finish le,i sew sth fer H.
haha.den i gave it to him tdy (:
im someone hu cant sew.
so when i was sewing,i pricked my finger.TWICE.
painful lor.budden nw my fingers ok le lar.haha.
during the holidays,everyone seems to be working.
lol.den dey asked me y i nv work.
my answer is veh SHORT n SWEET.
haha.i want to rest.
yupp.my holidays frm sec 1 had always been occupied by band.
so din reali hav the time to rest.
so nw i can rest,y nt?
y shud i go work leh?i dunnid the money anyway.
nt goin to buy anything oso.
haha.den everyday i will onli wake up at ard 2 plus.or earlier.
den ppl will somehow wake me up.
is either the noise nex door or someone will call me.
nex door if having renovation.so quite noisy lor.
aiyo.cant stand the noise lor.
haha.veh shuang lor.i can wake up veh late.haha
den jus nw angeline called me.haha.den i wake up lor.
asnwered a few qn den hung up le.den i slept back.
den my mummy came in and asked me to wake up.
lol.so i wake up lor.wadeva.sleep a while more oso cannot.
den nw im posting.nth much to say le.will continue tml.haha :D

hurhur.im so sad lor.it's alr 2 plus n im here posting.
lol.my hp charger is spoilt T.T
and i cant charge my fone.
den the battery jus went flat.
so i on my laptop n use the USB cable to charge my fone.
so TROUBLESOME man.
ouh.wad shud i do leh?charger is spoilt.OMG!
can someone pls repair it fer me?
dun tell me i need go buy new charger.
nt worth it lor.im goin to CRY man.
cant survive without my fone.
oh ya.shp on9 jus nw.damn stupid.
my email veh veh lag.
den i asked the person dun email me le.
sms me instead.den she so UNFRIENDLY lor.
gave supper many excuses.den keep makin me reply to her email.
cant stand her.cant cfm everything in one email lor.
nvm.heck care oso.im meetin her on thursday.
lol.12.30pm lor.so early.i whr gt wake up so early de?
ARGH!dunno wad to wear fer the farewell pt.
so FRUSTRATED.nvm.shall end le.
I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP.

2007-12-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl. ((: haha.i closed dwn my old blog.
due to some kuku adv.so IDIOTIC lor.
i din blog fer months.lol.cos my laptop was spoilt.tio virus ><
den i sent my laptop to HP dere fer repair.
spent $100 still cannot work.
aiyoyo.den i jus leave my laptop to rot lor.
den one fine day,my bro suddenly come up to me.
he said"eh jie,i can fix ur laptop leh.lemme try can?"
den i refused.fianlly,i gave in.
and TADA!my laptop fixed le lor.haha.
den im waitin fer my cousin to design a blogskin fer me.
haha.she's gud lor.designed quite a no. of blogskins le.