Monday, January 28, 2008 1:33 PM
HELLO ppl (:im here bloggin.cos tdy i no skool.skool starts tml.so sianz.ytd i went t the wedding dinner.was okay lar.quite fun.cos we crap wif tt kor kor.sorry.i dunno his name.haha.i was admiring my eyes ytd.ya.i noe my eyes aint big.i realised tt my eyelashes were quite short long.ytd afternoon was nice.it was raining heavily.d rain makes me feel so happy.REAL happy.cos it carries some of my unhappiness away.dere's still some unhappiness left.but i tink tt time will let d leftover unhappiness fade.ytd we chat on d fone.dear was telling me tt we wun be able t meet tt often.i understand.pls dun feel so guilty k?studies is more important den anything else.furthermore,you hav t meet up t her expections.so dun disappoint her.jia you ((:den dear oso need t show his mummy his results.so..jus spent more time on ur studies.dun disappoint d two women ((:okay.i gt nth t blog alr.so shall end here.BYE ppl.miss me :DDi dont know why.but i jus feel so hurt.the wound is nt recovering,i guess.
Sunday, January 27, 2008 12:20 PM
HELLO pp ((:ytd was a lousy day.din manage t buy anything.lol.i jus woke up.and is right here blogging.so diaoz.okay.so much things happen recently.and i don't know whr t start.okay.i read her post ytd.and it did knock some sense into me.i was at fault.i apologise t her nw.SORRY.im okay wif it if u dun wan t accept my apologies.i admit tt i was being immature.i was childish.i was selfish.it's all my fault.you were being kind.cos you help us t keep things under wrap.yet i did nt appreciate your effort.im sorry fer the nasty stuff tt i did.i will nt do it agn.i promise.im at lost fer words nw.so shalll end alr.BYE ppl.
all tt had happened,reali make my heart go NUMB.
a broken heart cant be mend.
and the pain stays.no matter wad.I HATE MYSELF.(Ling, u shouldn hate youself...Why do we fall? It's to learn to pick ourselves up...So Cheer Up!!)
Friday, January 25, 2008 11:49 PM
somtimes u get f***ed up, all the things get messed up, n u get beat up,
the more u explained, the worse the thing turn out to be, not Better,
though i think i'm not studyin hard'nuff,
but as least it improved, compared to last year,
yet my mum doesn't understand me,
again,she won the battle.
i always went out with Ling on saturday,
but now there's a problem lyin right in the middle of the way,
i can't go out n play, for every 3 weeks,
she tot im playin all the time,
but what i'm tryin to do is to squeeze the textbooks into my brain,
i'm a student, of course study is my 1st priority,
n if i reached a certain level, i can turn all my dreams into reality,
top 20, i get my chance performing,
top 10, i'll continue to be my chairman n councillor, that's what i wished,
give me a Hell Yeah, Sathish,
n give me a helpin hand, get me outta my nightmare, give me what i need,
a mum who can understand me, communicate with me,
n a good result, i just dunno how to study,
anger management, time management,
science experiment, i'm not goin to fail my exam,
i'm a chairman, councillor,
n a band member, it doesn matter, i CAN handle'em,
find the right track and a hot spot,
get my targets' right, I Gon' Show You What I Got.....
Long time nvr post, and that's the story.....
9:32 AM
HELLO ppl((: miss me sooooooo much right?haha.i woke up quite early tdy.so im right here blogging :DD
dere's nobody at home.xcept fer ME!lol.
i din slp well ytd.i was pondering some stuff.
oh ya.if you had noticed,i alr deleted tt pic frm my friendster.
cos it's getting him into trouble.
ya.i noe it's too late.but at least i deleted it right?
im feel so damn ANGRY! an do.
i wun state the reason here.cos it may get me into trouble.
oh ya.shall say sth abt GP. t intrude our lives.
tt time my GP lecturer told us tt fer GP,dere's a way t do well.
we must READ BETWEEN THE LINES.
cos we wud understand the topic beta.or sth liddat.
LOL!den someone shouted tt in btw the lines,dere's onli spaces. ppl.
it was sooooooo funny lor! if you dun understand the joke,it's okay.
dear once told me.in some rap,dere's hidden messages. .
hidden messages. t make him leave me.
if fer dose ppl hu hav d ability t comprehen wad's in the hidden msg. envy.
oh well,shall nt say abt all dese nonsense alr. stuff.
it's sooooo early tt i dunno wad t blog.LOL! couples out dere.
YAY!tml im goin out!t shop! :DD ?y nt d others?
it's been sooooo long since i last shop. .
i miss shopping! ((: by her.
and,i miss my cousins! din see dem fer quite some time.T.T
im going crazy.dose ppl are reali gettin on my nerves!
and,i accidentally chance upon sth i shouldn't.
feeling damn confused nw.
wad's the problem wif me?
i will learn t let go off his past.i WILL.
i saw dis on friendster.so i shall post it.lol.
THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND.
Every girl dreams that one
day she will
find a boy that does these things for
her. Even the smallest action can have
the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she is gorgeous..
• look into her eyes when you talk to
her.
• let her mess with your hair
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
• look at her like she`s the only one
you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms..
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants
of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
• and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.
-*-*-*-*-*-*-
im hungry.goin t find food alr.BYE ppl.miss me! (:
Thursday, January 24, 2008 8:12 PM
HELLO ppl ((:gt back my results.freakin lousy lar.budden i expected it.ENGLISH:C5COMBINED HUMANITIES:B3MATHEMATICS:B3ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS:B3PHYSICS:B4CHEMISTRY:B4BIOLOGY:B4CHINESE:A1L1R5=19L1R5=15CCA=A2okay.alr type out my results.so stop askin me.see it fer yourself lar.i passed my A-maths.1st time.quite happy.din expect t get C5 fer english.i tot i wud do slightly beta.i reali feel ashame of my results.xcept fer my chinese.cos it's the onli distinction tt i gt.LOL.ya.goin t stay in PJC.stay dere can minus another 2 bonus pts.den i'll enter PJC wif 15 pts.ok.shall end here.bye ppl(:
i feel sooooooooo disappointed in my results T.T but i expected it anw~
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 1:08 PM
HELLO ppl ((:im sick. T.Twent t see the doc jus nw.jus caught a cold lar.din go t skool tdy.received quite a no.of msg frm frens.dey ask me y i pon skool tdy.dey tot i pon skool cos i dun wan t sit fer econs test.lolaiyoooos.im reali sick lar.leonard dun believe me.tml im goin t show him my MC!hmmp!y wud i purposely pon skool leh?im a gud student lor.tml results fer 'o' lvl will be out.nervous sia :SOMG.my face is burning hot.gt slight fever.hmm.tt time i din blog abt my anni.i shall blog abt it den.19 Jan 2008,at ard 10 plus,dear called me.he sound rather weird.den he told me tt we cant go out anymore.i asked him nt t play such a prank.he said tt he was veh serious.his mum missed her flight.at tt moment,i almost burst into tears.but,i held my tears back.i told him tt it's alright.he sound devastated.den,he told a lie t his mum.his mum let him come out.i was overjoyed when i heard tt he could come out.veh soon,he was waitin fer me at the bus stop.he told me how his mum missed her flight.we reached the cinema veh soon && bought tickets fer the movie.we watched The house.it's very super duper scary lor.the net claims tt it's abit of horror and gory.OMG.it's damn horror and gory lor.nt abit.den aft the movie,it's alr quite late.so we walked back home.den sth rather stupid happen.he was tellin me tt we could be caught fer loitering.i asked him y.den he say tt we were under 18.and walkin dwn the street so late in the night.so,we could be caught.i said tt i dun care.den i hug him at the traffic light.den guess wad?a police car drove past us!LOL.we din get caught lar.jus gt a shock.den we went t the carpark.and gazed at the stars~den..we crapped abit.den went back home.haha ((:sorry dear.i broke my promise.
you cried fer me ytd.it wun happen agn.
i PROMISE.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 5:29 PM
HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND DEAR ((:haha.tdy is our first month.im veh happy :Dytd right aft skool,i came back home.to slp.i was veh tired.so sleepy~ *yawn*i slept frm ard 2.30.woke up at ard 8.haiz.dear is at his councillor camp.ltr at night den will break camp.i miss him man T.Twe nv contact cos he nv bring fone.dun wan t put him at risk.CNY is comin.i tink the angbao $$ will be veh lil.or maybe nt.i wan Samsung Ultra Edition 10.9 T.Ti wan tt Garnet Red slide fone.maybe will use my angbao $$ t buy?aiyoooooos.still gt such a long time t CNY.oh ya.my les partner jio me go shoppin nex week!so happy leh.i veh veh LONG time nv go out wif her le.and of cos wif belle.haha.so bz last year.din get t go find dem.i'll find time dis year (: meanwhile,pls miss me!haha.i gt tons of tutorials undone.hmm.guess im tired of dem alr.tried doin the chem.i gt stuck on every qn.maths.the workin is super long T.Tbio.need t do so much research.PW.need t do dunno wad lar.so lazy t touch dem.jus nw i did abit of my maths.and i gave up.lol.tink im goin t chong tml.hmm.the time passes sooooo slowly.i wan t see him right nw!!oh ya.my parents are so crap can?my ah gong's godson de son is gettin married.den ytd dey go find my parents and pass dem the invitation cards.dey are my cousins lar.i tink.den my mummy go ANNOUNCE t dem tt i gt a boyfriend.lol.so crap sia.wan the whole world t noe.den on CNY my relatives will nag at me.say studies more impt and blar blar blar.den my ears will reali suffer.poor me ):tdy's weather is reali so niceeee.i love it (:
ok.bye ppl.miss me :DD
FENGLING <3 HU HAN
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 10:01 PM
HELLO ppl ((:i gt sth veh sad to announce.i cut my nails T.Tsad ehs?hurhur.i cut my nails cos i feel lyk cuttin.lol.ask mummy if i could stay out late on sat.lol.she asked me if he was goin t bring his stuff n go t the movies.seriously,i DONT know.i dunno wad's the plan nw.izzit 1st t the movies,den gaze at the pretty stars and den chat?hmm.no idea.dear gt camp on friday.break camp on sat.i tink dey break camp at night.so will he go back home 1st or wad?if nv go back home den he need t carry so much stuff.arghh!so FRUSTRATED!!i hate my timetable.so damn stupid.so many tutorials.den my class gt 1 super duper talkative && noisy guy.tdy he gt so aggitated during our class discussion.dunno fer wad lar.he's damn arrogant.dear is showering nw.he says he will go slp aft his shower.guess tt he is reali veh tired.i miss him veh muchhhhh man T.TI LOVE YOU :D
Monday, January 14, 2008 10:20 PM
HELLO ppl (:it's been ages since my blog was updated.found a chance t blog cos my bro is sleepin.lol.i found a fone tt i reali reali lyk.budden my daddy dun wan t buy fer me.dun wan den dun wan lor.nt a BIG deal anw.tdy we went t plan our timetable.veh sad lor T.Twe can onli meet on mondays n fridays wif our current timetable.it sux. T.Ti'll miss him so muchhh!im still tryin t come out till the wee hours on saturday.haven ask my mummy yet.dunno if i can come out.okay lar.blog till here.
miss me lots ppl ((: I LOVE HU HAN ((:
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 10:20 PM
HELLO ppl ((:
i knew you ppl miss me right?
haha ((: dear din reali hav the time t blog.T.T
cos he need t manage his studies.
ok.ytd i went back t bvss.
t get my $$.den went t meet dear :DD
haha.eng teck called me da sao.
so funny leh.(Ling, should be xin fu bah?)
dis week my lessons will end veh early.
cos is lyk veh lil lectures n no tutorial.
yay!budden the sad thing is tt it onli last fer a week.
lol.nex week chnging time table agn.
dunno fer wad lar.
den tdy we ran fer lyk 3.2km fer pe.
almost DIED!
so damn tired.
tml i gt trial fer my cca.
i wan t join band ARCHERY :DD
dunno wad t blog anyway.
ppl.do miss me lots hor.
will blog REAL soon.
bye((:
Monday, January 7, 2008 10:33 PM
sorry for not postin,'cause i'm been busy,but i'm exhausted of bein bustling,
though i always told myself i can only achieve my goals through hustling,
yes, i am a councillor, but i think i, myself needs some councilling,
I can't take this anymore, how i wish i could tell my mum'bout fengling,
this ain't no joke, this is serious,
that's why i didn't add in punchlines to make it humorous,
i've seen my Future Parents-In-Law, they seemed kinda lyk me,
i just dunno how to tell my mum, how to get it started,
hiding from my mum, i'm alrdy been guilty,
but i won't let go of fengling,
what i'm worryin is, if i told my mum,
she'll say 'stop it! Lets jus go back to where we've been...'
that only left me no choice, but to.....you know what i'm sayin,
if you think this is funny, then jus keep on laughin,
but for me, i really can't stand the feelin,
tryin to make her understand,
that i Can study with my girlfren,
and i'll do it better than ever,
'cause i am a councillor while bein a chairman.
ya...that's the story....
Thursday, January 3, 2008 7:57 PM
walked into my classroom and i just sat,
the moment i stepped in, there ain't no peace,
dun wanna hear their diss, 'cause they're still kids,
i'm writin this piece when Mdm Quek's goin through the worksheets.
feelin like being outcast, 'cause i'm sixteen,
and this year, i'm turnin into seventeen,
though i'm sixteen, but it seemed lyk i've seen through the life completely.
a person can hav many faces,
just that pls rmb to bring ur masks,
i'm tireda wearing these masks,
but you have no choice, it's a must,
best friend isn't the real best,
in fact, he turned out to be the worst.
I got all my hair cut, tryin to get a new life,
get convicted, 'cause i've done wonderin why.
why you still wanna keep changing your masks, when you're so tired?
and why we see the same person, in many different ways?
nice clothin make you look gorgeous,
but sometimes you may be ugly, under those masks.
one plus one you get two,
but why can't life be that simple too?
everyday gotta roll on,
it's a struggle, everyday you gotta hold on.
life's full of surprises, but when your time's up, you gon' lie in grave,
life can be simple, but we made it complicated,
tall modern buildings, everything starts with a 'Cyber',
now i'm a councillor, chairman, as well as a band member,
i dunno if i can handle'em all,
but all i wanted is a simple life,
and these, are jus some simple lines,FengLing, I Love You,And, I Miss You,In My Life, I Need You,Yes, I Always Do.that's the story.....
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 9:47 PM
HELLO ppl :DD
i knew you all miss me.
haha.din reali blog fer days.cos of my laptop.
budden i gt my dear t blog fer me ((:
budden he jus dunno wad t blog.aiyooooooooos.
I LOVE HIM MAN!
tml skool reopen.
&& im goin t PJC.
lol.heard tt many ppl goin dere.
wadeva.im goin t miss him so muchhhhhh T.T
dunno when can i nex see him.
we jus hang up the fone.
cos my mummy && daddy come back le.
&& im startin t miss him.awwwws.
ytd was a fun day X)
we SPENT the last day of 2007 tgt.
wif all dos hugs && kisses :DD
den at night we countdwn over the fone.
he was the first person t wish me happy new year.
haha.im so xin fu man ((:
dear.i wan you t noe sth.
I LOVE YOU!
8:12 PM
Pour out some green tea,'cause you can't have Hennessy right here,start to reminisce the day before the new year,we went to a cinema for the movie 'RedLine',then we had a lunch which has the cheese fries,before i showed her some magic tricks,we were looking for a place to sit,she did watch me pullin' a rabbit outta my hat,Nah, that's just a metaphor,you gon' like it, i bet,matter fact, we were chattin till the midnight,until my battery went flat, but she didn't mind,yes, i was the first one who said 'Happy New Year~' to her,and of course, she was the only one who did the countdown with me,10, 9 , 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1,ready or not, the 2008 had arrived,yea, i think that's the story....
