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Saturday, May 31, 2008 3:01 PM
Day 4, about to rain,
drinkin pepsi, havin potato chips.
spent a hour reminiscing the last 6 months,
readin all the posts of this blog of the last 6 months,
its so true,
that alota we had come through,
and there's alot that comin too.
i've learnt alot of Ling's past too, coincidentally,
not only the last 6 months but 2007, lately.
i still can't decide, chng my name to Chigga from Hazy,
Chigga's from my cousin, but Hazy's from Ling.
i won't explain the meanin of Chigga here due to some reasons,
if u wanna know, u can approach me or Ling,
Ling replied my msg ytd, around 10.30,
i'm fetchin her tmr, but i dunno when shall leave?
ok, that'll be the story....


HIS ONLY LOVE;



Friday, May 30, 2008 7:47 PM
Day 3, Rained in the evening.
jus msged Ling,
told her everything's fine n i miss her so much.
had my Chinese oral exam 2day,
y i always was caught during these period of days?
i rest my legs on the table 'cause i was too relax,
then i was caught by my teahcer, lyk i got a hex.
then went to band pratice,
and had a lil twist, there,
was playin Pirates Of The Carribean there,
the new commity introduced themselves there,
and we knew there'll be Band Camp, there.
and she's now there,
while i'm still here,
how i wish i could hug my "Teddy Bear",
and play with her hair...
that'll be the story, till here....


HIS ONLY LOVE;



Thursday, May 29, 2008 8:26 PM
Day 2, a bita rainin,
though it only rained for'bout 10 mins.

well, i write alota poems today,
though its group work, but they all ran away.
remember we went to the cemetery?
that'll be theme of the poems, all about the War & History.
at 0145Hr, we had our oral examination,
well, i was caught talkin while waitin for my turn -_-
my lil frens n i served a lil punishment.
the result's released, & we got in,
problem is, Faiz has a lil concern on it. i told him,
"everything's gon' be fine 'long as you do it."
n i tot what i said might take away his worries.
i was ocuppying myself with a Rubik's Cube recently,
in fact, i started jus ytd, & i dunno how many times i've solved it.
the number of times may be hittin the Guinness World Record i think,
or the World's Amazing Record maybe.
well, i'm not sure if there's such a record,
but i'm very sure that i miss Ling very much, that's all.
Ok, That'll be the story...



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this is a Haiku poem for the place we visited:

Place of Memories,
we witnessed death of Soldiers,
Stand up and salute.

and this will be the Recipe Poem:

First, slice the human beings into pieces,
next, whip them with cruelties,
then, add a few drops of inhumanity,
finally, we churn them with anger to get the Japanese*.

(Japanese is referrin to those who were in the Kranji War...)


and there's another one, which was 16 lines rhyme poem, but i didn note it down....



HIS ONLY LOVE;



Wednesday, May 28, 2008 8:25 PM
Ling's away to Taiwan,
if today's counted, it should be Day 1,
Now she's gone, so how am i gon' spend these 5 days & Nights,
without her, its hard to survive, time's passin so slow,lyk it died.
my class went to soldier's cemetery today,
it's to remember'em, in a special way,
that reminds me a meaningful sentence,
"A Coward Dies A Thousnad Death,
A Soldier Dies, But Once."
all the soldiers lyin there didn die twice,
they only got one life,
and they are sacrificed,
Salute,
i did that, think u should, too.
then i went for my audition,
Faiz didn go 'cause he got a important briefing,
if he went, the result is guranteed,
but he didn, so it was lyk "What Do You Think?"
now my heart's pacing, but i'm still breathin, normal,
i think i hav2 cool myslef down, to be the next Sherlock Holmes.
result'll be released tmr mornin,
now, i think i gon' be sleepin,
and its the best way to get time whiling,
without havin my mind loitering,
ok, that'll be the story...


HIS ONLY LOVE;



Friday, May 23, 2008 7:05 PM
i was tryin to post sth, but i got nth,
this time, i'm back with some feelings.
among 41 students, i got 17,
last year i was 37, shit...
the best improvement was Lit,
it was from 48 to seventy three.
but, i still dunno what the adults want from me,
i told'em i gon' do rap, n i'll keep on rhymin,
while my mum was askin me " U wanna go University?"
but how can it be? when i hav2 check the dicctionary as i'm postin.
today my form teacher met my mummy,
i ain't failin any subjects,its jus i didn get in top10, honey,
and i thought what they were discussin was funny,
jus lyk u saw a hen without a head,but its still runnin,
they thought i became a councillor was jus attention seekin,
all i wanted was fame, that's what they were talkin,
yes, i want fame, but not through this way,
i gotta impress my audience with my lyrics lyk the Earthquake,
its tired bein a councillor, so what for?
if i ain't, i could spend more time with Ling, thats for sure,
but i sacrificed that amounta time, n i spent it in school,
i made this choice, n Ling supports me too,
she's always with me, alot that we went through.
mattera fact, that showed how much they knew'bout me,
even my friend's mum, who dunno me,
was sayin "He looks lyk Some Rap Star", know what i mean?
i do rap is not 'cause of fame or money,
i do it, is because this is the only way i can express my feeling.
Drummin? but i can't even create my own "fill in",
but everytime Faiz roll on it, i do feel him,
Feel the Beat, Feel the Bass, Feel the HH(Hi-Hat).
somehow, i've been tellin more people that i gon' do music recently,
n they heard my ambition, they all respect me, sayin "I Want To See You Do Sumthin' "
now, i'm mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted,
So, That'll be the story....


HIS ONLY LOVE;



Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:12 PM
Hey~ Lil Boys and Girls,
today i'ma take u for a lil tour.
right here in Singapore,
but first, you gotta get outta this airport.
here we are, The Well Known Bookshop, Popular,
here sells all kinds of book, includin some mathamatics formula,
and this bookshop has many copies of itself, all over.
but zoom in to this auntie, she was waitin for a free membership,
when you've met her, you'll be lyk 'Zzz..." Countin those sheep.
she was tryin to borrow a popular card from a stranger,
but she sounds lyk the stranger's familiar to her,
and that stranger is my Ling, poor girl,
that auntie got the card but she Didn't say a 'thank' you after all,
that only showed she has grown up, but without manner,
and that left those who had helped her fed up.
ok, let's get on to the buses,
we're goin to many other places.
here'll be the MRT Station,
this is one of the main transports of the nation(Pointin to the Train...).
"May I know how do I get to here?" (a stranger pointin to the map...)
"Take this Train, and jus alight here."
and he jus walked away,
and that made Gina cursed at the backa him, when he gettin away.
Wonderin where are the Magic Words? tell her, Where are They?
if wasn't for those words, people might not help you,
when they heard more of'em. they would help more of you.
Well, We gon' visit a School now,so let's get on this train,
just forget about the bus, forget about the plane.
Here we are, Pioneer Junior Collage,
See Them? a group of students' walkin towards us.
they chattin'bout "team work",
tryin to apply it to their course work.
3 outta 5 ain't co-operate,
made the rest can't really work,
people eat rice, they eat plate,
they can't make it but only foul-play.
The Tour Ends At Here, pack up and go back yourself,
Oh ya~ my hometown's havin earthquake, just dun go back there yourself.
That'll be the story, Farewell.....


HIS ONLY LOVE;



Sunday, May 11, 2008 1:24 PM
Guess Who's Back?
Back Again?
Hazy's Back,
Tell a Friend.(Extracted and edited from 'Without Me', Eminem)
just finish watchin 8 Mile, a movie,
Eminem was doin well, with those freestylin.
now i'm here with ling doin her project at Mac,
repeatin the only music that i brought, mattera fact,
it's been a long time since the last one(Blog),
after the exam, i'm wonderin " Am I The Last One?"
but before gettin back my papers, i jus wanna hav some fun,
2day's the last day, tmr i'll be lookin crazy lyk dumb.
Damn..ytd i had a lousy freestyle in fronta a stranger,
man...how am i gon' be on the stage face those thousnads of people?
he was expecting sth good from me 'cause he could recognise me as a rapper,
but i failed to deliver sth good for him, not even better than Red Hot Chilli Pepper.
add some pepper to the beef, it ain't gettin any better,
dun like ur beef? just throw ur middle finger.
teammate ain't contributing? there's ain't no team work,
even the resta the teammates tryin to shoulder the job,
she's still with the same attitude,
late, doin nth, so teammates, ask yourself, What For?
when u eatin noodles, you know you have to use a fork,
when the atmosphere's cool, you know you should drop a couple of jokes,

but she came, she's just actin dope,
or maybe she is a one, she ain't got a brain,
when you know you're late, you should go take a plane,
when askin you to think, you just sittin there, drink,
but when askin who's the dope one? she shouted she's the who's stink.
she's late, but she still wanna leave early,
tellin lies lyk "i got a fren to meet".
don't know what she is thinkin,
i don't know what to say no more,
So, That'll be the Story...


HIS ONLY LOVE;



Tuesday, May 6, 2008 8:38 PM
gosh.me and dear are sick T.T
we kept coughing non stop.*dying soon~*
he's sleeping beside me now.haha.he looks cute man.
awwwww.I LOVE HIM MAN!
dis few days he gt exams.
den aft exams,he will come fetch me.
haha.i feel so xin fu (:
den over the weekends,he's comin t stay here.haha :D
last week,he oso came.haha.we watched midnight movie!
den stroll back home.haha.den i gt a soft toy from the arcade.
yay! (:
ytd was dear de birthday.haha.i watched ironman wif him.
he watched it wif yi tao in the morning.
but he watched it agn wif me at night.
so sweet of him man~ ((:
he's damn popular in skool lar.
so many ppl knew his birthday.
den keep texting him.haha.tt's my dear mah :D
famous and cool.
okay.i wan t do my work alr.
byeeeeeeee.


HIS ONLY LOVE;





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FENGLING.
immature SIXTEEN.
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HAPPILY MARRIED on 19 DEC ; 00:51.
I LOVE HU HAN.
I LOVE GREEN.


I WANT TO BE TOGETHER WITH HIM TILL THE END OF THE WORLD.


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