Friday, May 23, 2008 7:05 PM
i was tryin to post sth, but i got nth,this time, i'm back with some feelings.among 41 students, i got 17,last year i was 37, shit...the best improvement was Lit,it was from 48 to seventy three.but, i still dunno what the adults want from me,i told'em i gon' do rap, n i'll keep on rhymin,while my mum was askin me " U wanna go University?"but how can it be? when i hav2 check the dicctionary as i'm postin.today my form teacher met my mummy,i ain't failin any subjects,its jus i didn get in top10, honey,and i thought what they were discussin was funny,jus lyk u saw a hen without a head,but its still runnin,they thought i became a councillor was jus attention seekin,all i wanted was fame, that's what they were talkin,yes, i want fame, but not through this way,i gotta impress my audience with my lyrics lyk the Earthquake,its tired bein a councillor, so what for?if i ain't, i could spend more time with Ling, thats for sure,but i sacrificed that amounta time, n i spent it in school,i made this choice, n Ling supports me too,she's always with me, alot that we went through.mattera fact, that showed how much they knew'bout me,even my friend's mum, who dunno me,was sayin "He looks lyk Some Rap Star", know what i mean?i do rap is not 'cause of fame or money,i do it, is because this is the only way i can express my feeling.Drummin? but i can't even create my own "fill in",but everytime Faiz roll on it, i do feel him,Feel the Beat, Feel the Bass, Feel the HH(Hi-Hat).somehow, i've been tellin more people that i gon' do music recently,n they heard my ambition, they all respect me, sayin "I Want To See You Do Sumthin' "now, i'm mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted,So, That'll be the story....
